The Darkness in Me (On Hold)

Chapter 10

Ok so drama drama drama. Don't curse me out lol. I'm updating on mobile that's why chapters are so short. I'm trying to start extending them... Hope y'all like the chapter but fr... Vote, comment feedback, enjoy ✌

I rushed up the stairs with Chris hot on my heels.

"NAMI!?" I shout.

"JHENE HELP!!" I run to the room her voice is coming from. When i reach the door my heart stops. I choke on the air I stifle. I hear Chris gasp as tears come rolling down my face.

On the floor is my baby, my precious Namiko. Clothes torn from her body. Bruises cover her face and body. Blood oozing from cuts in her face and on her body and back. Tears streaming from her face and blood flowing from in between her legs. My soul is completely ripped from my body.

I suddenly get overwhelmed with uncontrollable anger. I turn to him just as he finishes buckling his pants. A loud scream leaves my throat as all i see is red. Then i see black.

I stop. I can hear the muffled sounds of Chris and Namiko's voices in my ear. I look at my hands drenched in blood. I look at the unconscious man in front of me.

"Jhene stop!" I feel Chris attempt to snatch me. I stumble back in to his chest in complete shock.

"Namiko call the police." Is all I say. I'm a horrible person. But there's still that part of me that believes this is exactly what he deserves. My stomach knots at the thought of the monster I'm becoming.

"No Jhene they'll take you away from me! You can't do that!" She said inching towards me.

"NOW NAMIKO!"

"No!!"

"Jhene she's right." Chris said as he rubbed my back. I looked at Eric's body and cringed at the sight. Chris turned me away from it and i started crying into his chest.

There's a pause.

"I know" I whisper.

"Jhene don't do this. You don't even know if he's dead." It was nice he was trying to make me feel better about the situation, but it didn't change anything.

"Chris call the police. I have to go help Namiko" I rose up. I really hope he wasn't dead. I couldn't live with myself if i killed someone. No matter how much they deserve it.

I knelt down in front of Nami and wiped her face. She was looking at me with pleading eyes.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you. I was upset. I'm going to get you in the car and get you to the hospital. Ok?" She nodded.

I went to my room and I grabbed a sweater that was too small for me out of the closet and all i had that would fit her was a pair boxer shorts that were a little tight on me. I helped her into them and made my way to the car with her. Once she was comfortable enough, which wasn't really much, i told Chris to come on.

Chris called the authorities and made them fully aware of the situation. They were going to meet us at the hospital. I gave Chris the keys. I was too shaken up to drive. I'd mess around and kill us too probably.

I'm sorry brother...

"Stop blaming yourself" cut me out of my thoughts.

"I have nothing else to do so why not." I spoke

"Call your mom"

"Oh shit, i forgot. Thanks."

Chris POV

This is probably the most inappropriate thing to say right now... But that was the sexist sht I've ever seen. Jhene was there perfect mix of sexy, innocent and scary. Like I lowkey feel bad for bruh. But then i think of Nami in the back. She doesn't even know me and i don't know her. But i know she don't deserve that.

She's too innocent. Seeing her when we walked in broke my heart. Further than it already had been. And i never knew that was possible. I don't generally have feelings. In my day to day life i don't feel. My mind had forgotten how.

I'm not sad. But I'm not happy either. Or at least i wasn't. Jhene brings something out in me i didn't think was there anymore. She makes me wanna change my ways. If she knew the real me she'd run for the hills. Or that was what i thought until today. But now I'm questioning that theory.

She's just as dark as me. No matter how much she hates it she has darkness in her she's hiding. Hiding very well I might add. But i can see she's just as crazy as me. And i like that. It's rare. I glance at her. It pains me to see her so emotionally upset. I want to comfort her but it's hard. I don't know how. I'm new to this.