Long Distance Love

Chapter 5

A few days after had passed and yet I still feel giddy over him. Not until I met him in real life. I started thinking of how does it felt seeing him in real life for sure. Am I going to be shy? I mean I am already after all the butterflies texting. What if I'm embarrassing myself? Then he would think I am absolutely unbelievable. What if I am not up to his standard? Damn that hurts. 

I looked at the text from him thinking of what should I replied.

'Whatchu doing?' - Charleston (seen)

Should I say what I was just thinking just now? No I cannot. Too much. 

I said it anyways though. 'Just thinking of how does it feel to getting meet you in real life' - Celine

The moment I sent the text, he quickly seen my text and I was gasped. OMGGGG I just embarrassed myself. 

'It will feel better than talking on chat, am I correct?' - Charleston 

I smiled looking at the text and then the feeling of wanting to see him in real life was very tempting but scared at the same time. 

'Should we meet up then? I go to you' - Celine

'We're too far baby. It is a 4 hours drive, I don't want you to ended up tiring driving after work and all' - Charleston 

'But I wanna meet you so badly' - Celine

I'm right here with the sad faces and thinking of ways o how to meet up with each other. The craziest idea just popped out of my head like it was electronic burst out of flame came to my mind. "What if I book a flight to him?"

Few minutes later already passed "The price is unbelievable high for round trip" i closed my eyes and sighed. I mean it wouldn't be that bad right? just one day. I looked at the flights and thinking to myself. Should I or not? I was looking at the price and then looking at the money in my account. "WHY IS THIS SO TEMPTING YET SCARY!?"

I sighed and looking at the blank screen after looking at the flights ticket. 

'I just went back from hanging out with nieces' - Charleston

I smiled and replied to him back. 'That is good, you had fun?' - Celine

'I had much fun, I miss my little kiddos. Are you busy right now?' - Charleston

'Not much. Just here and there sometimes busy and sometimes not.'  - Celine

'Have you eat yet?' - Charleston

'Already, I bring my lunch from home because I am lazy enough to go outside and bought food.' - Celine

'Cute baby. I go ahead shower and kinda tired so I wanna sleep. You go ahead with your day okay baby? text me when you need me. Talk to you later. Take care<3" - Charleston.

I smiled again looking at the text and replied to him 'You too honey. Take care sleepwell <3' - Celine.

Would it be nice to just take a nap at this time of days instead sitting on my desk all day looking at m laptop while the laptop looking at me. I took my phone out and looked through his Instagram. Stalking and admiring at the same time starring at the picture of him that he posted. I might think that I am crazy enough to wanted to book a flight go to him and see him. "I didn't even told him yet" I frowned.

Ergh what should I do. It was too soon to know. Maybe I just gonna do my job and stop thinking about it. Would it be life changer if I go? "what are you thinking?"

I looked at the person that talks to me and I shake off my head. "You have been looking at the blank screen of your laptop for quite awhile, I don't even see what you're looking at it. Is it the future called you?" Sammy said.

I looked at her. "Nahhh there is a lot of thing going on with my head and I don't know how to tell you about it" i looked at my laptop and decided to turned it on since it had been off for awhile. "Let me guess, you wanna run away from Kuching?" I gasped and looked at her.

"I- How-" I didn't even get a chance to asked and she already interrupted me. "How do I know? Well missy I have been looking at your phone scrolling looking at the flights ticket but I did not see where you wanna go then you dozed off thinking like should you book he flights or not" she smiled viciously. 

"oh well since you already know then I don't have to explain it am I?" she looked closer at me and said "I still wanna know why, when, where, what and how?" I scoffed yet I laughed. "fine I tell you"

So I told Sammy about going to see him and she always giving me that 'I love you but are you out of your mind' type of faces. I know what she was thinking and sometimes when people are in love that managed to do crazy things when they are in love. Or so I thought so. I wanna see him up close. I wanna feel his warm hands on mine. The urged to booked a flight to see him make it feel so tempting to do it.

"ok but are you sure you want to go" I looked at my phone screen and shrugged. "I don't know" i heard her sighing and she said to me "you just need to think carefully. I am not here to stop you though because I know. NO matter how many times I tried, you are the most stubborn person I have ever met."

I smiled knowing it was true.