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Me, Candi, Rihanna, and Bey were all out having fun. We are at the club getting fucked up. Candi is making a fucking fool of herself.
Right now she's tryna get this girl number and keep pulling on her. I can tell the girl didn't want to be touched. She looked very scared and uncomfortable plus he looked young.
I went over and grabbed Candi by her arm and pulled her to sit down. I gave her a bottle water and she downed it.
Like damn bitch.
"Damn Nicki why you pulling me away from her." She slurred.
"Chill out. You in here doing a lot" I said. I was drunk but I knew how to handle my liquor bey and Rih was somewhere dancing.
"Girl shut the fuck up" she said and picked up a bottle. I ignored her and sat down. I started to smoke while thinking.
I was thinking about how bad I'm finna fuck bey tonight then my mind suddenly drifted to my kids.
They getting so big on me. I remember when it was just the twins and me and bey. They used to be inseparable but now it's like they not even twins.
Sayori, my baby girl is so depressed I can see it. I can tell shes trying hold everything in at once and she doesn't want to disappoint me and bey but she keeps spazzing out in school and on her siblings.
After she knows she did wrong she come to me and cry her eyes out apologizing. I forgive her everytime because thats my babygirl and I can tell she going through something.
I just wish she would tell someone. She keeps saying she would tell me but she doesn't want to hurt me but I'm not worried about me. I don't care if my feelings get hurt.
The conversation we had weeks ago made me think. She was saying how I had so much trust in the person that hurt her and how she just couldn't tell me.
Then Candi walked in and she got distant. It's like her whole body language shifted. She started pulling the covers over her body and picking with her nails.
She used to do that when she was in an uncomfortable situation when she was younger. I instantly picked on it and asked her if Candi did something and she started to panic.
She was saying no but her eyes was telling a different story. And then she started to cry harder than she was before. Now that I'm thinking about it, it's making me wonder if she really hurt my baby.
"Candi" I asked coming back to reality. She was sitting there texting in her phone.
"YeA" she still slurred. I guess she wasn't that drunk no more if she was texting.
Thinking about that made me a lil more sober.
"What you do to my baby" I asked.
"Ian do shit" she said "Beyonce down there dancing with Robyn still" she said.
