The Sneaky Brute (Archi Series #1)

Dinner

Sometimes being the only anak is very sad and lonely. Wala kang kalaro sa bahay, wala kang kaaway, wala kang kasama pag wala ang parents mo. I've been living with that kind of life since I was a kid until now na I'm already 18.

Nung bata pako hinihingan ko naman ng kapatid yung parents ko but my daddy said na di na daw pwede kasi ma sisick si mommy. I even thought na yung mga babies ay ginagawa lang through construction ng kahoy tapos dadasalan ng mommy at daddy para maging real baby.

But as I get older, I realized na di natin makukuha lahat ng gusto natin sa buhay. May fallopian failure dati si mommy and It was a miracle na nagkaanak pa sila which is me. I'm a miracle baby. Unfortunately, after akong ipinanganak, the doctor suggested na need na nila iremove ang fallopian tube ni mommy kasi may risk na lumala yun and mag cause ng higher risk of cancer. Kaya after nun, pinatanggal na nila kaya di na nila kaya mag anak.

Kontento naman na si daddy na isa lang ang anak nila. Daddy is so very kind and faithful to mom. Sobrang swerte na sa kanya si mom and vice versa. Sobrang swerte din ni dad kay mom. That made me think na si dad ang first love ko and I would never fall in love pag di kagaya ni dad ang lalaking magkakagusto sakin.

When I was a kid, I felt na iba na talaga ako sa ibang kids, my boy cousins were playing guns, balls, and cars but me? I preferred dollhouse and stuffs. Mas comfortable pa akong makipaglaro sa cousins kong mga babae. But I didn't experienced being bullied by them. They're very understanding and caring to me. Magkasundo rin kami which is very fortunate kasi di ko kailangan itago kung ano ang tunay na ako.

They said na even I was born biologically as a boy, mana daw ako kay mommy, small version kung baga.  If only I had a long hair that time, they would thought na I'm a baby girl.

When I was 16 years old, a grade 11 student. I started undergoing hrt which really enhanced my feminine features. I consulted from my endocrinologist about my estrogen pills and injectables dosage. I'm also happy that time that my parents were very supportive of my transition.

Looking right now at my physique, with a long straight hair permed at the end,fair and white skin complexion, I can really say na I'm beautiful. My insecurity lang is my legs. It's thick and I don't like it na minsan, gusto ko nalang mag gym para numipis naman ang legs ko. I'm maarte minsan pero I guess it's fine as long as long as mabait ka sa ibang tao and wala kang inaapakan. I am also a consistent valedictorian sa high school pero now in college?jusko. Makapasa lang lord okay na po ako. Kahit tres lang po.

I'm on my first year taking B.A Political Science and it feels like gusto ko nalang umuwi sa bahay at matulog. Sobrang sakit na ng ulo ko kaka memorize ng mga Political Parties na to. Sobrang dami kaya nito. Kung di ko lang dream mag abogado pinunit ko na tong mga hand outs na to.

Before I forgot, my full name is Audicious Kley Guzman. But I prefer to be called Kleya. My friends and family also call me that name.

beepp*vibrate*

A sudden notification popped out at the front of my screen. My message pala sa gc.

"Kleya, san ka na daw?kanina ka pa namin hinihintay dito sa cafeteria girl. Labas na" chat sa gc ni Mariel.

Sure ako na ket wala pa naman ako, kumakain na sila, mga pg. By the way, Mariel is my friend like tropa talaga since high school. Actually 7 kami sa grupo. 4 guys and 3 girls. Si Niko, Mark John, Kier, Nash Claude, Mariel, Janessa and ako.

We just met when we're still in our 8th grade and starting nun naging friends na kami. Mariel already has a boyfriend. He's from other school. Na meet ata niya somewhere like reto or what. While janessa?wala. Lagi nya sinasabi na crush nya si Nash and di na naman nya need sabihin kasi obvious na obvious naman.