I sat there in a ball crying my eyes out and Andy rushed up to where I was.
"Babe! Babe what's wrong!" I pointed over towards the paper and he picked it up and looked dimmed in his own world and he just hugged me towards his chest and I cried myself to sleep.
***********************Dream****************************
Crash! Crash! Shirek! I was upside down and my seat buckle was cutting off my circulation. I saw two people in the front seat bloody and gruel as can be. I couldn't remember who they were though were they friends of mine or something else I unbuckled my seat and slowly crawled out to reveal myself to the paramedics and cops that I was still alive. They questioned me and I said I couldn't remember anything.
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I was crying and sweating when I awoke and I saw Andy there next to me trying to calm me down.
"Call Bret." I murmured and kept crying. Bret would hopefully help me as well I need my boys. 10 minutes later he walked into Andy's room and Andy got up and left and Bret took Andy's place. I cuddled up to him and he cradled me and kissed my forehead. He sang me Wheres my wonderland by Blood on the dance floor to help calm me.
Down you fell, deep into your mind
Off to wonderland, leaving what's real behind
You're a riddle I can't seem to read
Your love a fairytale, too hard to believe
Broken and sad as the tarnish on your crown
Nowhere to go but down
Caught up in yourself, nowhere to be found
No other way but down
Down, down, down
Down, down, down
Say your farewell too what's real
Like the pain that you feel
Welcome to Wonderland (It's dead)
Eat me or drink me
Seeing is believing
Wonderland, baby,
It's all in your head
Your cup runs over with emptiness
Chasing the hare of your innocence
Hide behind your cheshire smile
Once was vivid, was gray all the while
Broken and sad as the tarnish on your crown
Nowhere to go but down
Caught up in yourself, nowhere to be found
No other way but down
Down, down, down
Down, down, down
Say your farewell too what's real
Like the pain that you feel
Welcome to Wonderland (It's dead)
Eat me or drink me
Seeing is believing
Wonderland, baby,
It's all in your head
I smiled and sat up. "I can't believe that it was this all along I thought I was just abandoned."
"I know its hard to find out something you lost before you even knew you had it." I knew he was talking about me partly.
"Look Bret I like you but right now I love Andy and you are like my brother I love so much." He nodded and I laid down in his lap and he stroked my hair. I picked up my phone and called Blake and Slade over for practice and got up and fixed myself first. I got down and dragged Bret down. "Hey guys we are going to go write some songs downstairs when Blake and slade get here tell them ok?"
