Two months later.
I am still clean I haven't cut anymore. I'm doing it for myself and my fans. It was almost Halloween and me and my band was doing a concert at a mall.
Day before Halloween.
"Andy get your ass in the car we need to go shopping for a costume. "
" Fine OK I'm coming! " He shouted.
We got into the car and drove to the store. I found a gothic witch looking costume and I got some purple and black eyeliner that would pull it all together along with some fish nets I'd bought.
Andy was going to be a zombie.
We paid for the things and headed home. I'd laid my stuff out then realized something.
" Holy Shit I'm turning into Sammi.! " I screamed.
Andy chuckled and came up behind me and kissed my neck.
" No you're not just organized and dress awesome. "
I smiled. Me and Sammi have been hanging out a lot lately. A few days ago it was Jinxx and Sammi's wedding anniversary.
I fell asleep on the bed after curling up into my little ball.
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" How are my Dress Trash Dashers today huh? "
They screamed at the top of their lungs.
" Alright let's kick this off with Revival. " They roared as the music started up.
We played Revival Heart Trinkets and Survival then decided to bring back some covers which we did You're so creepy by ghost town.
We played some new songs that I wrote. The whole time my band dressed for Halloween. Bret was a vampire and Slade was some guy who got shot and Blake was dressed as the old Mötley Crue and I was of course a gothic witch.
" Thank you so much we love you! " I got off stage to Andy pulling me into a huge hug.
We walked to the meet and greet with everyone gathered around the merch table. Me and my band signed some things and then we started talking to the fans. At the corner saw a chick with blonde hair and saw it was the blonde bimbo whom I knocked her jaw out.
" How dare you steal him away from me you bitch! " She screamed and punched me in the stomach causing me to drop on the floor in pain. WHAT THE HELL!
" WHAT THE HELL ASSHOLE! " I screamed at her while she was carried away by security.
I tried to stand but couldn't. What's wrong with me i usually can take a punch.
" Andy help me. " He tried to help me stand but I bent over in pain.
" We should take you to the doctor J. " I nodded and I saw fans crying as I was pulled away.
They got me into the van we had got to fit Ripped Dress and Bvb and my sister and Allison in. Sarah and Andy sat next to me as I couldn't talk from so much pain. We arrived at the ER.
Hardly anyone was there so they took me back but Andy couldn't come or anyone for that fact.
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What is going on I've seen her take punches no problem she even fought CC one time before Warped for fun.
Sarah was crying and Ash was comforting her but I I was confused as hell. Allison was helping cheer Bret up because Bret and J are close. I stood pacing waiting and waiting for the doctors to come out and tell us something.
There were doctors coming out but each time they went to someone else and not one of us. Finally after about four hours and it being like 1 am a doctor came out once again.
" Family of Jade Salvatore? "
Her band a bad mine and Sarah and Allison stood up. I went slowly over to the doctor seeing he had sadness in his eyes.
" I'm Andy I'm her boyfriend. " He looked at me with a sympathetic look and it made me worry even more I just wanted him to spill what he's going to say because it's eating me alive to not know what's wrong with my girlfriend.
" Oh Andy I have some really terrible news to tell you. "
SPIT IT OUT! I thought.
" Well what is it!? " Everyone came over to listen in over my shoulder.
" Jade had a miscarriage due to the impact and the baby was 7 months old and didn't make it. "
I was shocked. I felt light headed I stumbled back to a chair with my hands in my face.
" She a was pregnant? " I asked.
" Yes didn't you know.? "
" I don't think any of us knew. " I looked around and everyone shook their heads.
My heart had stopped and I missed the beats. I stood up on the verge of tears and I walked to her room. I saw her in a hospital gown her make up smeared from crying. She had her knees pulled to her chest as much as she could.
She was crying still and I went over to her tears coming out of my eyes from seeing her like this. I sat on her bed next to her and she put her arms around me staining my torn up zombie shirt with her tears.
The doctor came in.
" Ms. Salvatore did you know you were pregnant? " She shook her head and looked up.
" I wasn't emotional and my period was on time and my stomach didn't look that different. "
" The baby can hide under your rib cage and sometimes there aren't side effects I'm sorry about this. "
She shook her head and kept crying. The doctor left after he said she would have to go through surgery to remove of the remains in the morning.
Everyone came in and joined us. Sarah hugged her along with Bret and she kept crying it pained me to know my son or daughter that i didn't even know was in there was now dead. I pulled away and sat in the Window crying myself while Ash and CC comforted me.
Next time I see that blonde bitch I swear I'm calling the cops on her ass she's ruined too many things for us. We were currently on a break from touring with Bullet for my valentine and I don't know if I could leave her behind anymore.
I got my phone out a tweeted.
@Andybvb Rip my son or daughter I might have know your existence but I'll remember you forever.
I put my phone away and continued crying. Everyone by this point had cried by now. The guys and Allison went home. Me and Sarah stayed with J.
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The doctor told me the news and I broke down. Andy came in crying and I cried with him. I wish I would have known.
Everyone came in and cried with us eventually. I didn't know I was pregnant. After a while everyone went home but Sarah and Andy. They would stay with me all night Sarah sleeping on the couch and Andy next to me.
I felt like shutting down but I knew I couldn't if I did I'd regret what would happen.
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This was so sad to write because I kept thinking of my mom she had two kids which were my other sisters then got pregnant and had a miscarriage then I was cry to be born and then another miscarriage that almost killed her when I was like 2. Love you all.
