I awoke eyeliner smudged all over my face hair all clumpy and my shirt wrinkled as can be. I drug my Duffel bag to the bathroom with me to get ready and I got my speakers out and blasted my bands songs and some blood on the dance floor songs while I got ready.
I took a shower cleaning off the smudges and getting rid of the clumps in my hair.
I got out and dried my hair and choose my black blood on the dance floor band tee and black leggings and my black converse. looks like I'll have to dye my hair soon. I did my eyeliner deep black and put on mascara and I applied some vampire blood shade lipstick stain.
I looked at myself and saw a ugly girl who where's black and thinks she worthless. I looked for my razor and couldn't find it.
" Damnit Bret." I said under my breath and walked out.
I pulled my phone out to text Kriss.
J: Hey pick me up please.
K: Okay be there in 5
I waited on the doorstep. Kriss came up and Andy was slowly walking over here then saw me and Kriss and started to run. I hopped into the van and I told them to go now. We left and headed for the concert.
Me and Kriss were talking about music and crap and We started talking about the tour I'm going on tomorrow.
"Yeah I have to finish packing when I get back to Brets by finish I mean make Sure Purdy didn't leave my crap back at Andy's."
We got to the concert and they gave me a backstage pass. I watching One last look the band that was supposed to play before Redeem/ Revive . They were kinda good but I knew my boy Kriss. would be better.
Finally they went on and the first song was Empathy.
The first lyrics were.
I swear I'm fine.
I smiled and closed my eyes. I love this song.
Kriss dropped me off after the concert was done and I walked in. I packed my makeup I left out washed the clothes I wore the past Day and packed them.
"Oh joy time to go over to he'll." I said and Bret was packing so I just walked over to the bvb house.
"Hey boys." I said to them as I walked through the front door and they tackled me with hugs.
"Ow." I said as I was under all four of them.
I managed to crawl out and walked up to Andy's room.
I slowly opened the door and he wasn't in there. I walked in and saw the necklace he gave me on the pillow where I used to sleep. I looked around and saw new drawings added to his wall.
They were really depressing pictures too. A woman crying and her be risks were covered with. scars.
I shook my head and found a shirt and a belt and a pair of converses that were mine and picked them up and I ran downstairs. I was pulled into a closet before I could exit the hallway and I tried to scream but a familiar hand covered my mouth.
It was Andy he looked like crap.
He had tears on his cheeks and bruises on his arms.
"Jade please forgive me."
"Andy I..."
He kissed me like he never had. I pulled away and kicked the door open and went out the front door and slammed it behind me.
I ran back to Bret's crying a little bit.
I sat on the couch my knees to my chest .
My fingers brushed over my lips and thought. I miss him so much and I feel like I'm dying maybe I should forgive him.........God I'm such a jackass.
