// Shrimpo's pov \\
I walked in the lobby not looking infront of me and suddenly bumping into Vee
"Watch where you're going." She said with an annoyed tone
I looked up at her ready to yell at her when suddenly Goob grabbed me hugging me
"STOP" I yelled trying to push him off, but in the process of trying to push him I accidentally kick him in the stomach.. that's what he deserves.
He suddenly drops me and whines and his STUPID sister suddenly pushes me to the ground
"Why would you do that!" She yelled
"I've told him many times.."
"That doesn't give you the right to kick him!" She yelled again as she slaps me across the face before going to comfort her brother
I stood up staring at them before walking back to my room and locking the door
A little knock was on the door I groaned but still opened the door to see Toodles
"What."
"I just wanted to know if your okay" she said with a small frown on her face
"IM FINE GO AWAY." I yelled
Her face started to tear up as she ran away and I slammed my door
Not long after a loud bang hit my door and opened it and yelled
"WHAT."
Rodger stood behind the door
"Why is Toodles crying."
".."
"Answer me."
"I TOLD HER TO GO AWAY AND YOU SHOULD DO THE SAME" I yelled slamming the door once again
God.. what's wrong with me..
I walked over to my bed sitting down on it opening the drawer looking at the razor that was inside
I went to grab it when the door suddenly burst open causing me to slam the drawer
Of course it was Goob
"WHAT DO YOU WANT."
"I just wanted to say.. I forgive you!"
"I never said sorry."
"Oh well.."
I cut him off before he could say anything
"Go away."
"Sorry.." he said leaving the room
I walked over to the door locking it looking back at the drawer before laying down on the bed after an hour of just laying
[ Selfharm down below you've been warned (sorry) ]
I looked back at my drawer opening it and grabbing the razor from inside looking down at my legs not wanting to take my shorts off before looking at my wrists 'no one would care right..?' I thought before taking the razor and cutting the skin on my left wrist slightly wincing from the pain
I watched the blood from my wrist drop onto the floor
[ I'm just gonna skip to when he's done ]
I looked down at my wrists before deciding to go get bandages as I walked out I could tell other toons were looking at me but I could care less I got bandages from one of the cabinets in the kitchen
Glitsen walked up to me
"Shrimpo what happened?!"
"Nothing."
"But you're bleeding alot!"
"It's nothing." I said pushing him aside walking back to my room to put the bandages on
About an hour later I heard a knock on my door opening it to see Dandy
"You need something.?"
"Some toons have complained about you bleeding, is everything alright?"
"Everything's fine. Go away.."
"Shrimpo are you sure-" I slammed the door in his face
Luckily Scraps didn't see and if she did she would've yell at me saying I was doing it for attention.. probably.
the next day
I walked out of my room to get a drink when I bumped into Scraps and of course she was with goob.
"Hey Shrimpo!" Goob said as he looked down at my bandaged wrist
"Oh no! What happened??" He said with a worried expression
"Nothing."
"Are you sure"
"I'm sure." I said walking away
"It's probably just something he's doing for attention" Scraps said not think I could hear her.
I rolled my eyes as I went to get some coffee
"Shrimpo.." Glisten said putting a hand on my shoulder
I suddenly snapped back at him pushing him
"DONT TOUCH ME." I yelled
Glisten stumbled back as his eyes widened
I grabbed my cup full of coffee and walked into the lobby
I could feel eyes on me..
It's probably just because of my wrist or something..
"So.." Vee said with a grin
"What." I said annoyed
"Didn't know you were a girl"
"what..?"
"Rodger told us"
I dropped my cup covering my mouth with my eyes wide open
Vee walked away laughing, I looked around looking for Rodger as I saw him talking to Teagan, Flutter, and of course.. Scraps
I ran over to him
"Rodger what's wrong with you?!!"
Rodger turned to look at me
"What are you talking about"
"Your tell people that I'm.."
"Trans?" Scraps said with a stupid grin on her face
"..." I ran back to my room slamming the door locking it.
A hour later a knock was on my door
"Who is it?"
"It's me" Rodger said
"What do you want?"
"Open the door shrimpo"
I groaned getting up, unlocking the door opening the door
"What-" my eyes widened to see Rodger with Scraps and Goob
I immediately slammed the door shut locking it
I heard something slide under the door I grabbed the paper and flipped it over to see it was pictures of me a while back before I transitioned
[so uhh yea he looked at the drawer undid his bandages and cut himself 😕]
