Ishq-e-Khass (special love)

37|Fear

Izhaan was sitting in his new office with thousands of files in front of him. He has been working on his start up since past 7 years but his father's business was so huge that it was driving him crazy.

Azaan left last night and Izyaan was cranky the entire night. He wanted to go with him he was missing home he was missing his friend and his teddy. He wanted to go home with Azaan.

Izhaan had no heart to invalidate his feelings by scolding him so he and Alizeh just kept assuring him and tried to snap him out of him. Last night was utterly difficult for them.

Izyaan didn't sleep until 2am and woke up hungry at 6am. Izhaan was awake since then and now he was tired. The uncountable files, tenders everything was getting too much for him and he has too big of an ego to go and ask for Daanish's help.

The hard knock on his door told him that it isn't Alizeh besides she stayed home today with Izyaan.

"Come in." Izhaan brings his boss face back and said. He immediately looses his face the moment he saw his inspector friend entering inside.

Rehaan in his cop attire still gets little funny for Izhaan. This was the second time he has been seeing him in his uniform. Rehaan and Izhaan have literally seen each other since they were in rompers and onesies seeing him like this make his heart feel pride.

"Rehaan?" Izhaan stood up.

"I am sorry mein begair call kie agaya are you busy?" Rehaan asks as formally as he can.

"Am I? No! Should I? Yes." Izhaan replied.

"Kia?" Rehaan said confused sitting down.

"I am sorry Rehaan! Mera dimag is waqt autopilot mode pe hai! Please bataou." Izhaan rubbed his face and said.

"Izhaan!" Rehaan cleared his throat.

"What is it?" Izhaan asks now worried.

"I wont say sorry for overstepping because I am not. Mein ek hi baat baar baar krke tumhe bura feel nahi karana chahta but from past 10 years you weren't here I was. Azaan and Ilhaan ko rakho side pe but Ayzel I was very much involved in her life and I want to be involved even now. I know you are her guardian and everything and I will try to respect it as much as I can..." Izhaan cut him off.

"Mujhe Rehaan sach me bhot neend arahi ha! Ye sawa sau files mere saamne pari ha mujhe kuch samajh nahi araha! Khud ka wasta hamare maths ke sr Karimi ki tarah lambi nahi karo and come straight to point." Izhaan snapped.

"Karachi ke halat ajj ya pichle das saal mein kharab nahi hue! They have always been bad how could you do this?" Rehaan snapped back.

"Mene kia kiya? Izhaan raised his voice.

"Mein koi desharadgard (terrorist) hu?" He added.

"Just because you are her guardian Izhaan iska ye matlab usse har cheez ki ijzaat miljaye! Kyu sign kie tumnse consent letter? What kind of guardian you are?" Rehaan asks.

"Rehaan shut up!" Izhaan banged his hand on the table.

"I swear to god mene kuch nahi kia! Arey mujme usse baat krne ki himmat nahi hai! Use nazrein milane ke guts nahi ha! Mein kuch nahi kia." Izhaan yelled.

Rehaan actually believed him as he took a deep breath.

"Tumne field trip ka consent form sign nahi kia?" Rehaan asks.

"Kon trip?" Izhaan asks.

"School students ko Balochistan lekar jarahe ha ek pure din ke liye! Ayzel ne Kiraan kaha ha usse permission milgai ha tumne sign krdi ha." Rehaan replied.