Why am I the only one speaking? (hawks x reader)

Part 6- Back home

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My memories slowly become clearer, did I make him uncomfortable? Not the great impression.

'Come on y/n you gotta get better at first impressions..'

My face fell flat, I started to grip onto my arms as I stood up from the chair and walked away from hawks to the bathroom, My legs gave up on me as a I fell to the floor, my breathing became faster as my heart pounded out of my chest, calm down, please don't do this! NOT RIGHT NOW..

"Y/N you good? I heard a bang.." hawks knocked on the door, I adjusted myself so I sat against the sink "yeah.. I'm good" I breathed in and out. In and out... I held my hand to my chest as it slowly passed.

"Breakfast is ready, nothing happened yesterday if you're worried about that.." his lively voice just had to cheer me up, there was something different about him, different to Himiko, different to Katsuki, which was surprising since they were my closest family, something about hawks intrigues me.

It's too soon to say anything for definite, I pick myself up and opened the bathroom door, no sign of him phew! I pat my hair down and walked to the kitchen, there was a beautifully prepared breakfast tray with cutely shaped fruits in a bowl, poached eggs on toast and some other sides.. who knew a bird can cook..

"Hope you enjoy! I made it specifically for you!" He smiled, I looked deep into his eyes, he did this for me? Why.

"Hah don't look at me like that" he turned his head scratching his neck, I shrugged my shoulders and ate my food, it was delicious better than Himikos usual breakfast.

I tried to eat slow but Himiko kept on blowing up my phone, hawks was there in the kitchen preparing something for himself, but eventually he grabbed his headphones and jacket and was prepared to leave.

"Be quick, I'll take you home." He rushed me while putting on his big boots, I quickly did the same but instead put on my heels, grabbed my purse and put my phone in there.

We walked outside his house to face the burning sun, it was a very clear day with no clouds in sight, perfect for the nice walk home.

I looked at him and he just stood still "what?" I questioned him, he just picked me up into his arms and whispered "prepare yourself" into my ear, his big red wings pushed us into the air, I could feel the wind blowing up my hair and now it was getting more chilly.

He took his jacket off while in the sky and placed it around my shoulders, I could feel a slight blush on my cheeks but instead I Ignored it and looked down.

I liked this.. being away from people, just flying up in the air with no distractions.

I leaned back into his chest and watched as his golden orbs looked down at me, he grinned and started flying towards my home area.

"How do you know where I live.." I mumbled and he just laughed "your friend told me" ahh toga toga.. what if it was a mass mur- yeah maybe I shouldn't jinx myself.

We landed and I politely handed him his beige jacket and waved goodbye but before I could walk away he held my wrist and grinned.

"Give me your number" he demanded and I couldn't decline after his help, I sighed and exchanged numbers, he then waved goodbye and left without another word.

I walked up the stairs of my apartment and opened my door to see Himiko and Katsuki fighting over something, classic.

"Y/N!! Your home" she instantly stopped fighting, making Katsuki fall over and ran to me hugging me "wow Thats not what you went out in!" She instantly spotted my different attire, Katsuki came over and smirked

"You kinda look like me..." he I guess complimented and walked to sit on the couch, staring at his phone "crap Ei told me to be at his now.. I'll tell him Y/N came back" He chuckled to himself.

"Yeah!! He was soo worried he texted his little boyfriend that you went missing" she made a kissy face while hiding behind me, Katsuki came up from the couch and started shouting.

"HES NOT LITTLE OR MY BOYFRIEND!!" There it was, Himiko giggled and ran to her room so Katsuki didnt bother following.

He slouched back onto the couch and huffed "Katsuki, you'll get there soon" I gave a thumbs up and he rolled his eyes "I know I will.."

I went to see Himiko in her room and I saw her laying down on her bed scrolling on her phone, she patted the spot next to her and smiled, i went to join her laying down on the pillow next to her.

"Soo what happened with you two yesterday" I muttered scrolling through pictures of insta.

"Nothing much... Katsuki got hit on a few times, I creeped some people out and just the usual, then you went missing and I did get a bit worried at first but then it was okay because I know your strong and would be okay" well the last part was wrong, this time I wasn't strong enough, I couldn't even protect myself, Thats why I haven't even become a hero yet.

Yet? But it'll never happen now, even with the studying I've done for the last past few years, I'll never be able to control this curse.

"Well I did protect myself, I am strong and you are too Himiko" I leaned on her shoulder while still laying down, I could feel her head rest on mine.

"I know Y/N, I know"

We rested for a bit, i woke up and checked my phone, I glanced at the few messages I got

5 messages - Yaoyao

5 messages - unknown number

I opened Momos messages

Yaoyao-Y/N I need to check on your work schedule

Yaoyao- Y/N!! I'm getting asked about you from the director

Yaoyao- do you think you'll do another shoot?

Yaoyao- Y/N! The director wants to put you on the hero's costume catalog!!

Yaoyao- I'm guessing your busy but just come by my agency tomorrow morning, I've informed hawks too

You- Your glad I love you Momo, otherwise I would ignore these messages

I chuckled

Yaoyao- I know ;))

I clicked on the unknown messages

Unknown number- YOU! DONT forget what you did you ungrateful brat..

Unknown number- I'll find everything about you and I'll ruin your life..

Unknown number- Hawks will never love you..

Unknown number- DONT think your replacing me, I'm his girlfriend

Unknown number- You ruined my plan girl.

Well that was some hateful wake up call, I saw Himiko sleeping peacefully next to me, I wonder what goes on in her life right now.