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My Fault Part 1 Hajime Entry

This is a komahina story. This text is for nagito writing while this text belongs to Hajime writing and this is for what happens. This story is going to be a diary form. There will be mentions of cutting cheating blood and suicide. Please click off if you'd be affected. Sorry for not posting regularly school is a job on its own. Now onto the story.
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Everything went downhill in a matter of seconds and I lost two important people one more important than the other. I wish I had them back but alas. My hometown didn't give me any support either and neither did the other town I lived in. However I prefer my hometown to there because that town reminded me of him. I'd do anything to see his smile, his laugh and his face. It is my fault he isn't here so I doubt I'm supposed to be sad but I can't help it. Was this how he felt when I betrayed him and our promise. My mom was right YOU WILL NEVER SEE THE VALUE OF SOMETHING UNTIL YOU LOSE IT. I decided to go to your place after Peko recommended it might be best
and then I found this diary. It used to be yours gifted by your mother. I wondered if I should write...
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I probably should so that at least I can tell my side of the tale before I go.
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e were 6 when we made a silly promise to be together till we married and died together.
We were so close even closer than papers to glued to each other. That changed when a new girl named chiaki nanami came to our school. Me and chiaki became best of friends and most often hangout. During our hangouts we would often leave nagito behind since chiaki always requested it should be the two of us. Soon we started dating and anytime you wanted to hang out I'd ways be busy with chiaki and giving excuses till you gave up asking. Then you warned me that I was being cheated on and I'd refuse to believe resulting in a quarrel which had gotten all too frequent. After school me and chiaki got married you hadn't been invited so when you called to called to congratulate me I presumed rumors had spread to your ears. We then moved to Boston to continue living there but something happened that made my heart ache for a long time. To be filed with so much despair. You were right all this while and I refused to believe you. If I had been more sensible maybe you'd be beside me just the two of us. But that sounds selfish since I brought you the pain. I remember when we were bound like glue and paper. But unfortunately not all situations are permanent. I should have listened to you more when we were high schoolers you'd always complain of how Chiaki would take my time I always thought you were paranoid so I'd refuse and since you were adamant on advising me we just end up arguing. It honestly silly how two best friends who used to act like couples suddenly became mean to each other. I remember when you came to me telling me you saw chiaki with Sonia. I immediately took chiaki side not considering the chance of what you said could be true. The way you gave up after I took chiaki side. It seemed you were dejected but I was too stupid to care. Soon me and chiaki got married and she requested we go to Boston. I should have told you though but I didn't. 3 years in my marriage and chiaki dropped a bombshell on me telling me that she and Sonia were getting married at her castle in Romania a distant kingdom. I was broken and after 2 months I headed back to my hometown to see you. But I came at the wrong time. They were staging your funeral and I didn't know what to do. I looked like a lost and kicked puppy waiting for its owner to come for it. After debating I headed to the funeral grounds to pay my tribute. I don't blame your togami cousin from trying to kill me on sight I would not have minded anyway however his two friends naegi and hagakure didn't want blood on the sight.

Mikan was kind enough to let me stay with her and for the past few months she, akane and Peko have been forcing me to visit your house. I would not have gone but after a while I gave in. Your house had your fragrant scent, I must admit it was a bit calming knowing that the house still had a bit of you. That was the only good thing I experienced everything else seemed out of place. There were empty pill containers in every cupboard,once or twice blood stained at a place and food seemed to be a stranger in the house. I went to your room and under the bed was this diary a token of all the pain you've gone through;the pain I inflicted on you. However as I turned to leave with the diary I saw a room of the bedroom with a passcode on the door and no handle. I then recalled seeing some numbers written at the back of the diary with a little hope I attempted the passcode. It worked fortunately but I was shocked at the sight I beheld next. Knifes stained with your blood some being cutters and other sharp objects in the room. The blood decorated the room making a bloody artwork. On the right to the wall was a picture of what seemed your cousin, togami, and a purple haired boy and you. Underneath was; sorry byakuya sorry kokichi. Next picture lying on the floor half broken and stained with blood was a picture of us at 6. 'I want to hate you I really do but I love you so much' and 'your departure and betrayal hurt me but love conquers all so I'll do you a favor and leave you be. Bye my hope and beloved Hajime hinata' was written underneath with messy handwriting and blood mixed with the ink. Tears flowed freely from my eyes and I didn't dare stop it. After a while of sobbing I got an idea and decided that I'd use the knives stained with you blood to cut myself thus mixing our bloods. The knives and cutters were about 100,but I was determined so with a great deal of carrying I transported them to my room in the apartment me and mikan share. My plan went smoothly until the sharp objects were about to finish. Togami who somehow managed to forgive me invited me to a masquerade. During it nobody touched me so my recent cuts didn't stain my shirt with blood. Luck like always was against me and a random girl bumped into me and we both pummeled to the ground her weight resting on my hand. Blood seeped into my shirt and unfortunately everyone saw including togami, naegi and hagakure. (naegi and hagakure had been invited by togami). That was that I was sent to the hospital and from the onwards I was not left alone for along while. I had somehow been convinced to go to therapy even though it didn't solve anything. I had along the way gained voices telling me to end it and I'd be much better gone than here. I always wanted to listen but due to the fact I was never alone or free I couldn't.
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12 of December 2022 and mikan, who is supposed to make sure I am not doing stupid things, fell asleep. No one else is here so I'm preparing to leave. But first I decided to write in this diary and state my plan and how I will exit this world. I first have to finish mixing my blood with my true love's own. on the sharp objects. I finished with that and ready to execute my plan.
It is simple really. I'm going to the river side, tying a rope around a gun and a bag of sand. I'll then hang the rope over the tree and shoot. It's a high chance that the gun won't be found for it will be in the depth of the sea and since it's raining you might not easily know who killed me till you read this diary.
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Thank you everyone who has tried to help me. I'm sorry but I'm going to join nagito up above. Goodbye forever...
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The plan was successful. Hajime death was a surprise to many because the weapon used was nowhere to be found and his whole body was wet so no form of blood was present. The famous young lawyer and businessman plus a detective even younger than him had suspicions it was a suicide attempt well thought of. The famous young lawyer of about 24 years then found a diary, that had belonged to both of the two heartbroken couples stained with their bloods, in a drawer. The cause of the death was then known and the case was closed. Another funeral was conducted before the new year. It was odd in the town that two deaths the both being friends occurred in the same year. Everyone was sad and broken at the turn of events, byakuya worse than everyone else due to losing his cousin and his somewhat regretful boyfriend,though he never did show it.