Not Me 2

Chapter 12

--Rosario--

"Fine, I'll accept your idea, but it'll have to wait."

I told P'Todd. I need to speak to Sean and White about P'Black first.
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I met with Gumpa to train a little and meet Sean, White and Black; but then I saw him sitting and talking to someone...

"Hey P', sorry to interrupt but do u know where Sean and White are?
And btw who is this handsome man with you?"

"I don't know where they are... Oh and this is my boyfriend Ben."
"What?! U have a boyfriend?! Since when???"

"We've been dating for 3 months now."

"Omg you HAVE to tell me everything about your love story, but later... Now I have to find P'Black, P'White and P'Sean."

"Hehe, ok then."
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--Black--

What am I even doing here? In this group? I don't belong here anymore, they have White, who's WAY better then me, as usual...

White can do everything I did, and even better. He achieved my goal in a few months while I tried for years and nothing worked.

I often wonder if they would have noticed I was still in the group if White wasn't there...

I've also been wondering if they actually remembered my birthday or did they remember White's birthday and I'm just his twin...

It never mattered how hard I tried; people always noticed HIM, HE was always better, he was better in front of my parents, my friends, even my ex lover liked him more than she ever loved me (in a friendly way).

The only person who remembered ME, who cared for ME, was Todd...

"That bastard... I HATE HIM! For fuck's sake Black he betrayed you! You can't forgive him just like that!" I talked to myself.

...

I need to see him... But why do I want to see him so much?!

...

I hate myself. I hate myself for being a fool, for being selfish, pushing away everyone from my life instead of letting them help me.

I hate myself. For loving the person who betrayed me so much, who put me in a coma, who hurt me so much...

I hate myself for forgiving him so easily... and he didn't even apologize...

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I was at my dorm doing nothing basically...

I was deep down in my thoughts until I heard a knock on my door.

*Knock knock*

"Who is it?" I asked.
"Rosario, can I come in?"
"Yeah it's open."

She came into my dorm, and sat on my bed.

"How are you?" She asked.
"Good. How about you?"
"I'm fine. I wanted to talk to you, P'Sean and P'White..."

Of course, it always has something to do with White... why can't it be just me for one time...

"Do you know where are they?"

"No. sorry."

"It's ok I'll just talk to them later... Anyway, I found something about Todd."

Oh. I wondered what it was, it's probably something I already know.
After all, I know everything about him... He's my best friend; or at least was...

"Oh good. What is it?" I asked.

"I found his weakness..."

'It's probably money...' I said to myself.

"He is in love with someone! We could use that to our advantage. I wanted to talk to you, P'Sean and P'White so we could come up with a plan."

WHAT?! Todd is in love?! Ha! I can't believe it!

"Are you sure his not in love with money?" I asked sarcastically.

"Yes I'm sure. Stop being sarcastic, I'm serious here!"
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Later, me and Rosario met with Sean and White, we told them everything we know.

"That's great news! We can come up with something!" White said.
"Maybe we can kidnap him/her! Wait is he in love with a male or a female?"
Sean said dramatically and then asked.

"First of all, how about we do something legal?! So we won't be in jail for kidnapping! And second, it's a male as far as I know."
I answered; how stupid can he be hehe?!

A male? I never knew he was attracted to men... We used to joke about having girlfriends all the time so I just assumed he was straight... But, that's not a bad thing in my opinion, after all, I'm bisexual myself... God I can't believe I say that to myself, I never thought I would be able to admit it, even though the others know already.

"So, what do u have in mind Black? You always have good ideas." White told me, he and Rosario are the only ones who ever thought so of me... I'm glad they think so...
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