four shade of you (different taste of love)

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Annyeong!!! Annyeong!!!

Restday.... Stress day 😭😭😭😭😭

Nway.... Hope you like this😘

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LISA POV

-I wouldn't say that I'm at ease knowing that I have a secure place beside her as her "bestfriend".. because everyday.. I am torn between staying as a good friend ..
or decide to ruin everything and confess to her what I really feel is not just a mere friendship..

-its so crazy to think that at this young age, this is how I struggle.. maybe because I fall in love too early..

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-day by day.. this is all in my mind.. while her, she doesn't have any idea at all.... Its been couple months ago when we enter senior high.. And her birthday is upcoming..

-Just like her past birthday's.. It takes Two weeks for me to save money just for me to buy her a decent gift.. It was just a necklace.. Safety pin.. I actually bought two one for me and gor her.. A lowkey way to have a matching item..

-tho I work hard getting a part time job.. To afford that necklace.. It didn't match all those luxorious thing she recieved from her friend and admirers... But.. She said.. My gift is the most special.. Until now I can still see that she's wearing it.. And that's all that matters to me..

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LISA: your birthday is near right..

JENNIE: hmmmm... Yeah..

- she lazily answers as she's making herself comfortable on top of me while scrolling to her phone..

LISA: I assume your dad will have a big party again??

JENNIE: maybe...wait.. Your going right?

LISA: hmmm.. I'll think about it..

JENNIE: what do you mean you'll think about it??

LISA: because .... Its just for special people..

JENNIE: of course not!! And they are not even special at all!! And my birthday wont be complete if your not there!!!

LISA: hey~~ calm down.. I'm juat joking.. Of course I woudn't miss that..

JENNIE: hmmp.. Don't do it again.. I'm already tired just by thinking of how I should smile the whole night for those people that I don't even know..

LISA: why do you sound so uninterested??

JENNIE: its tiring... You know.. I can't even enjoy my own party.. Its like a meet and greet event..

LISA: (laugh) yeah.. Because you are the star of the night!!

JENNIE: psssshhh.. They are so boring...

- I can tell how she's not so excited with her party.. i comb her hair..

LISA: if you want.. Hmmm we can have a little party here in my apartment.. Like maybe play a loud music.. We can jump around then stuff our selve with food you like., how is that sound??

- she hastily looked at me with wide eyes..

JENNIE: party.... Here??

LISA: yup..

JENNIE: we'll be dancing!???

LISA: until moring if you want..

JENNIE: eat my favorite foods and chips??

LISA: I have the list tk buy already..

JENNIE: ice cream too??

-- she's already sitting on my stomach..