four shade of you (different taste of love)

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Annyeong!! Annyeong!!

Rest day rainy day...

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They say... Absence.. Make the love go fonder...

- unless you're strong enough to wait...

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LISA POV

-time flies too fast that I didn't even noticed .. its already our last year of senior high.. things going so well I think..
our relationship never change.. "not sure but it brings pang to my chest thinking that"..

-I keep telling to my self that one day I will have enough courage to let her know how I really feel.. but at the back of my head..
there's a lot of "what if's" that keep me from doing so..

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things are going so fine.. that I didn't expect of something will happen.. that something will definitely change my life..

-I still continue my work to that pastry store.. and the owner might have like my work and as soon as I turn 18.. he offer me a permanent job..
I told him that I will stay until I graduate , and he's willing to help me.. life doesn't feel unfair at all...

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-its now month of march.. and the day I was born is upcoming.. the only person that's excited for it is jennie.. she always wanted to celebrate it..

-just a bit odd.. because its less than a week now before the said day but she haven't say anything about it.. well.. its not that I'm expecting but-- usually,
from the beginning of the month.. she already construct plans of what we will do...

-maybe she's busy... honestly too busy.. lately we don't go to school together.. or even going home.. if I'm going to count its straight 3 weeks that she haven't
went to my apartment..

--I'm not sure but.. thinking about it.. makes me miss her a little more..

-its lunch break.. where we usually eat together .. I was walking alone going towards the cafeteria.. a sudden push made my back hit the wall..

I saw the same guy that's been saying trashy words at me.. yes.. at our age he still have this immature mind that I don't know of.. I was looking at him when he came near me and push my shoulder..

GUY: what are you looking at freak!!?

-I just kept my mouth shut.. relaxing my nerves..

GUY: don't look at me like you can do anything.. you're just a mere scholar here.. or are you still bragging being friends with kim hmmm?

LISA: I don't want trouble..

-he pushed me again..

GUY: that's the thing tho.. I like making trouble.. especially with you..

-were at the hallway.. so some of the students that's passing started to gather.. my breathing also begun to thick.. "can someone help me please...''

"jennie"

- my mind call out for her .. and it seems that the wind heard it.. my sight landed to this pair of eyes looking at our direction.. she has this
unrecognized reaction on her face.. were staring at each other.. and I may sound lame but, I was waiting for her to shove this guy and save me.. --

-the guy follow my gaze ..he loosen his grip from my shoulder a bit knowing who I was looking at..

-a bitter taste of abundance suddenly consumed me.. the girl I admire the most.. pierce her orb at me like I am a total stranger.. she averted her eyes.. then continue to walk..
absorbing this pang on my chest.. I hear the guy release a laugh..