New York: New Life

~Chapter 23~

Two Hours earlier

I've been moping around for an hour after our fight crying and talking to Lydia who came over immediately after I told her what happened I have also been calling and texting James almost non-stop and from the looks of it he hasn't even attempted to answer Lydia grabs my phone from me

"Kayla, you have got to stop jumping to conclusions when ever something doesn't seem one hundred percent perfect, maybe he just needs time" I shook my head at her as the tears continued to flow

"I didn't even want to do it Lyd, and I want to apologize but I know he won't accept it and it hurts..." I sighed "It hurts so freaking much" she got a tissue from beside her and wiped my cheeks for me

"I know that it hurts because that's how I felt with Nick when things went wrong with us, but do you see us now we are happily together after everything we have been through it is possible to get through everything for the one you love all of the hurt, pain, and sadness is temporary" she says hugging me

"I know but how can I get through it if he won't even tell me anything, like why he was with Braydon who is basically my enemy and who has put me through so much hurt?" I ask her before mumbling "Just like he has"

She shakes her head at me

"Sadly Kay, I don't know, but we can find out" I look up at her

"How?"

"There is going to be a party tonight at the Lake that everybody swims in during the summer and if he is mad he will come to 'blow off steam' it's what Nick used to do when ever we would fight, and I can assure you that James will do the same" she says grinning

"But how do you know?"

"Trust me" was her reply and it hurt to hear those words because it reminded me of my fight with him and how bad I felt about it and how much I wanted to tell him and since he wasn't answering my calls or texts this party may be the only way to talk to him she pulls me up and we start get ready for the party even after my protests about it but after a awhile I just didn't care and I just wanted to see him so I let Lydia pick my bathing suit and outfit we picked out white bikini's that we bought a couple of months ago(picture at the top of chapter) that we never wore because we had no where to where them to and paired it with denim shorts and I brought an extra white shirt just in case case I get too cold even thought it's fairly warm out and with that we headed off to pick up nick before the party.

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One hour earlier

When we got to the party it was all ready in full swing much like the last party we went to, girls dancing and grinding in skimpy bikins on shirtless guys some making out and some cliff diving into the Lake we had only been here for five minutes and I think We got enough wolf whistles to last a life time and by the looks of it Nick didn't like it one bit he had his arm snaked around Lydia's waist and had an arm around my shoulder glaring at every guy who looked at us why I don't know but reading my mind Lydia asked why he was being like this

"Nick we are at a party in bathing suits people are going to look" she hissed at him

"Correction you are in Bikinis's and you are my girlfriend I don't want other guys looking at you" and she smiles up at him with a dopey grin and I laughed at the love struck couple and asked

"But what about me your doing the same and I'm not your girlfriend" I said curious he looked at me and said

"Your like a little sister to me and plus James would have wanted this he can get really over protective or jealous at times, and sometimes even a bit possessive" I nod my head and sigh as we walk I realize we are walking in the direction where James is, I start to get nervous and my hands get kind of sweaty so I wipe them on my shorts and breath out as we get closer when we finally get to him he gives Nick one of those bro hug things and gives Lydia a hug before looking at me his eyes scan down my body for quite some time before he looks back and up to my eyes I tear away from his intense stare and see that Lydia and Nick are gone and that me and James are walking further to an isolated place away from the rest of the party behind some big trees further out in the forest I hope I don't get killed by a forest animal or something this is the wild.

Looking back at me he notices my uneasiness and says

"There is nothing out here for miles, most of the animals are scared of being close to civilization" I nod and then he stops and turns to me

"This is far enough" I nod again

"So you wanted to talk to me" I nod for the third time he probably thinks I'm mute or something bye now

"Ye...s.., I did" I say getting more nervous stop stuttering you idiot and get to the point

"I wanted to say sorry for what I did and how I spyed on your house and stuff" he looks at me and folds his arms and that's when I realize he is shirtless I look at his beautiful chest and abs let's just say he has the body of a God

"Done checking me out" he says smirking and I don't even deny I just nod for the freaking fourth time

"I get that you are sorry, but what I don't get is why you can't get over the past and trust me" he says

"I thought that you would be more understanding about this, you've hurt me so much and it's taking awhile for me to get over it" I cross my arms over my chest and then it's his turn to look down at me and smirk I see what he is looking at and I move my arms back down he needs to focus, says the one who was just doing the same thing less than five minutes ago

"I Like that swim suit" he says and I blush

"Thanks" but then he runs his fingers through his hair tugging at it and running his hands down his face

"But, I don't like all of those other guys looking at you, your mine" and if possible I blush even redder but snap back to reality

"Stop trying to change the subject" I say and he huffs at my response

"I'm sorry I just don't want to think about the reasons why you don't trust it makes me feel like a complete jerk and I don't understand how you could be with me after everything"

"James I can be with you because I love you, and you complete me but I can't trust you if you keep things from me" I reply "now will you tell me why Braydon was at your house"

He sighs and directs his gaze else where

"She tryed to come on to me, and when I told her to get out she got mad and said if I was with you I would not spy on you and when I looked at her confused she pointed out of the window and I saw you guys outside then she kissed me" he said but all I heard was that she kissed me and my heart broke at that little sentence I wonder if he pulled away, did he enjoy the kiss? question started racing through my mind

"Did you kiss her back?" He looked into my eyes and then sighed

"It was on impulse I swear baby, I wouldn't hurt you on purpose never again" I got so angry I was seeing red

"On impulse my ass!!, let's see how you like it, when I kiss someone else on impulse!!" I was so mad I couldn't see straight I stormed away from him and back to the party.

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