4 | him forever

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You are mine, I am yours
Let's not fuck around


jj


The time was 7:03 p.m. Thundering, cold, and dark. Even though it's not late, Lee hasn't returned home, and none of us knew where she was.

The last anyone had heard from her; it was 7 hours ago when pope and Cleo had dropped her off at her parents house.

As soon as i heard that my heart dropped. I kept thinking of worse case scenarios that were not helping the situation whatsoever.

what if topper hurt her

what if her parents kept her there and wouldn't let her leave

what if Rafe was there

However, i was snapped out of my thought when i was interrupted by a voice.

'jj, she's gonna be alright bro. She probably just had dinner with her parents.' John b spoke, coming to sit next to me. i knew everyone could tell by the look on my face on how distressed i was.

'Thats not like her. She turned her phone off and she doesn't even like her mum and dad! i know my Lee.' i spoke, not even looking up from the floor to speak to them.

Before anyone could say anything else, a creak came from the doorknob, making our heads shoot towards the door as a shivering, wet Lee walked in. She was drenched and looked cold as fuck.

I leaped from my chair and strode up to her before anyone could speak, putting my arms around her waist and drawing her in.

'Hi jj' she smiled. 'Hi guys, are you alright?' she questioned as she wrapped her arms around my neck. 

'What the fuck do you mean 'are we alright'? We have been waiting for you for ages, we haven't heard from you for 7 hours Lee!' i spat, my tone raising a bit.

'jj calm down' i heard Sarah whisper. I was so angry but i was so happy she was back at the same time.

She looked away, avoiding eye contact. 'I'm sorry...' she whispered out slightly.

i scoffed. 'Where the fuck have you been Lee?'

'For your information, i was at my house, you fucking dipshit. i have a life apart from being with you 24/7, you know that right?' she spat back, pointing her finger into my chest.

I looked at her, scoffing once more. 'Oh yeah, at your house, for 7 hours with no messages, no calls, no nothing?! What i bet Rafe was there, you were with him were you?'

'My phone died, jj! i don't know what you want me to do about that! and yes Rafe was there, and i was with him. but i was with him for 10 minutes max.' she spoke, her eyes throwing darts at mine.

Before i could say anything else, i heard a voice come towards us. 'Guys that's enough!' Jonh b started. 'jj, go upstairs. Lee come with me, we'll get you some food or something.' 

i watched as i saw John b took her by the hand. i couldn't help but have jealousy run through my blood as i watched them walk into the kitchen, together.

Why am i so jealous? we're not even together.

*:・゚✧*:・゚✧

Lee

About an hour had passed since JJ and I had a dispute. I waited for a while on the couch since I didn't want to go upstairs until I believed he would be asleep.

I went upstairs in the hopes that everything would be okay and that he would be asleep by now. I needed some fresh air, so I walked out onto the balcony since I wasn't tired and didn't want to go to bed yet.

I noticed a recognizable patch of blond hair as soon as I stepped outside. I sat down beside him even though everything in me wanted to turn around.

'Hey' i whispered, looking out to the marsh, avoiding eye contact.

I could feel his eyes on me as he began to speak. 'I'm really sorry Lee, like really fucking sorry.'

'No, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have just disappeared. And I'm sorry for yelling at you before.' i spoke, finally looking at him. 

i felt his arm wrap around my shoulder and pull me close. 'It's fine, you look hot when you're mad.' he whispered out with a smirk, making me giggle slightly.

'But seriously, what where you doing with Rafe?' he questioned.

'Why, jealous?'

'Maybe a little bit.' he shrugged.

I sighed before begging to talk. 'So, i was at my house and i really didn't want to be there so i was about to turn around and then i heard him call out my name so we.. caught up a little..' i began.

'He asked if i was staying and i told him no and that i was gonna call you to come get me and he told me, don't call you, he will drive me home.'

'Wait hold up, you got in the car, with Rafe?' jj began.

i looked up at him. 'Well yeah, i didn't want to be rude and say no. Anyway, let me finish!'

He threw his arms up in surrender before sliding them right back around me. 'Sorry sunshine.'

'Anyway, after i got in the car, it was silent for a bit until he asked if we were together and i said no and he told me to stay away from you because you're a pouge and then got pissed and started calling me a disgrace and a.. dumb blonde.' i spoke, avoiding eye contact once again.

I felt on his grasp tighten on me, i expect him to be angry, considering all the shit he said about me staying away from jj and that he's a pouge and all.

'You're not a dumb blonde lee, and you're not a disgrace either.' he spoke Softley.

I smiled as I glanced back up at him. Never in my life have I heard him talk to me so softly. His blue, crystal eyes sparkled in the moonlight as I stared. The silence was loud, but it was also peaceful in a way.

'Thanks, j' i smiled before letting out a slight yawn. 'I better go back to kie though.' i spoke, begging to stand up before being pulled straight back down to the couch.

'Stay, just stay.' he spoke as he rested his head on mine.

'Whatever you say pretty boy' i smirked slightly, my eyes fluttering shut before everything went dark and quiet, i was more comfortable right now then i have ever been. The warmth of his touch made my blood sparkle. I wanted to be in this moment forever. Be with him, forever.

*:・゚✧*:・゚✧

word count: 1117 words

Hi loves! sorry if this chapter is so short but I'm working on chapter 5 right now so stay tuned for that!! hope you are all enjoying this story so far x

- love Lee <3

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