❝don't want money just someone who
wants my company let it once be me.❞
In which, Adeline Cameron finds herself joining a treasure hunt with the pogues but while everything happens she falls in love with the one and only pogue, JJ Maybank.
She mana...
TO BE LIKE YOU / sarahcameronslvr outer banks season one adeline cameron & jj maybank ౨ৎ
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i reach for me but im not there it's so lonely but who cares it's fine, its okay ill die anyway i'll die anyway - girl in red
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TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter contains mentions of sexual assault, eating disorder, self harm, suicide & thoughts of death. Please read at your own caution!
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WHEN ADDIE GOT HOME THAT NIGHT, there was only one thing on her mind.
She came home, searching for Sarah, the one person who could help her in this situation.
To her surprise, she wasn't home, she tried to text, tried to call. No response.
Maybe she was busy, it was probably best to stop bothering her.
As addie sat in bed, the moments of the previous events kept playing over and over again in her head.
How could her brother fight pogues in the space of two days? In front of her?
He obviously didn't mean to do it to hurt her, she's the one person in this fucked up world he tried to protect, from every bad thing.
But now it seems, instead of protecting her, he was more exposing her to the evil.
Most people on the island saw Addie as a 'kook' 'a cameron' 'rich girl' but she was never, never, like what people described her as.
Infact, nobody in this whole world, universe, even knew what she was capable of doing.
Ever since she was young, she suffered with anxiety, bad.
It was one of the main causes why she didn't like to leave the house as much as people her age do.
She also struggled with attachment issues, she had never seriously dated anyone, so not in a relationship type of way, yet.
More of like, anyone who had gotten close to her, gotten to know her, she would get attached.
Her life was never perfect as what most people presume it is like.
Constantly, everyday, Addie has a battle with her own mind. It's like it never switches off.
She had actually struggled a lot, more than what a sixteen year old should have to go through.
She had never told anyone, except Rafe, because it was his fault. She was sexually assaulted when she was just 14.
She suffered for months, of the trauma and constant fear of what would happen if she was exposed to the world.
It was by some guy, who Rafe had owed money to for Drugs.
She didn't even tell Rafe, this guy, Martin, had technically told Rafe, to infuriate him.
As soon as Rafe figured it out, he beat the shit out of him, and no one ever saw him again.
When he saw Addie, all he could do was apologise over and over again, he felt awful. He had always promised no one would ever hurt her, but at what cost?
After that happened, she knew Rafe could never choose anyone over drugs.
Ever since that day, she hadn't been the same. She went quiet for months. She even stopped eating.
Many would say Rafe was the cause of how she is but, she refused. She couldn't let him be the reason she was destroyed.
Her life felt like it was falling apart after the SA and the eating disorder that she developed.
There was nothing that could help the pain, except substances, which she refused to go to. That would be her very last result.
Instead, she started hurting herself.
She would cut and cut until she could feel the pain. This is exactly when she knew, her life would be ruined forever.
She even started to burn herself, after she realised the cutting wasn't hurting her anymore.
After months of hurting, her body started to ache, all the pain she caused herself, she couldn't take it anymore.
She actually tried to end her life, when she was fifteen. Overdose. Thanfully, it failed, otherwise she wouldn't of been here today.
Despite all of the pain that she had went through her teen years, atleast she had a roof over her head, right?
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MAISIE SPEAKS hi i'm so sorry for this chapter it was so sad and heartbreaking i feel awful for writing it, i just had to for her character it's really short but i just couldn't bring myself to write anymore next chapter will be MUCH happier i promise! hint hint midsummers..... anyways thank you SO MUCH for all the reads ive gotten like 1k reads in a day wtf??
i hope this chapter can help anyone who is struggling, please, if you are experiencing any of this, please please reach out!! you are never alone, my messages are always open for anyone who needs to talk!! i love you all and thank you for supporting this book it means a lot to me, i cannot wait to continue writing!
