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A/N:THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR SUPPORT (i usually don't check Wattpad bc I'm doing other things) and I got curious today and I'm like mhmm I wonder how much reads I have thinking I would have like 50 reads and I look and it's actually 3.57k reads I was like WHAAT NO WAYYY 😵‍💫😵‍💫 but anyway sorry for my rambling I just wanted to show my appreciation for all of you 💜💜💜
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Sebastian starts to tell me how he was raised and how his family was and childhood stories as he didn't know how to begin he tells me that he is a middle child of an older sister and a younger brother his mother divorced his dad because his father wasn't a good one
a deadbeat asshole who cheated on his mom multiple times aswell good moments like the time him and his siblings went to the pools and shoot each other with water guns

Or how when they got done playing with mud by making mud cakes they went inside and thier mom scolded them because they got dirty after being freshly washed and give them an ass whooping as well as a bath
Sebastian chuckled at the memory because admittedly it's a funny story

He also said that he at the time got so mad that he packed up his suitcase to "run away" and his mom told him go right away and after going out he realized that he couldn't do anything and came back and that "looking back she was right and I was being a brat"

He seemed to reminisce those times where he was just his moms baby boy and being able to play and see his siblings on the daily and come back home from school with homemade food,clean clothes and snacks

And before I realized we got lost in the conversation of telling our childhood stories and dumb things that made both of us laugh

Soon enough the time for us to go eat lunch in the lunch room came
The guard opened the two slide doors to let us out he waited for us to get out and go to the lunch room

I went to stand up slowly because my body is sore all over
Dull pulsing going through my ears,tailbone and a headache forming because I layed down I look across to see Sebastian and while he tries to ignore his pain and pretend it doesn't hurt I can tell it's extremely painful

We managed to walk with the guard to the lunch room
Since when do they walk so fast?can't they go slower?
I start to stager faster to catch up but my tail bone still hurts like ass plus it's heavy too

Sebastian noticed that I was walking slowly with an tsk and a slight annoyance in his face he grabbed my wrist pulled me so I would can advance quicker
His palm was warm and slightly sweaty as well as slightly veiny his fingers long but thick with short nails

I wonder what other things he cans do with those hands...wait the fuck is wrong with me if I barely know him I can't have a crush on him
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We arrived to the cafeteria a different one that we previously went this one was almost empty but there were quite a few...people?
I noticed only the staff were human everyone else is
Mutant or experimented on
Some look more humanoid like we do others I can't make out what they used to look like

They were eating this strange...food? Does this even count as food?? It looks rotten and smells fishy and I couldn't even describe what it looks like

What are they feeding us animal shit? I gaged by the thought eating what they were

They sat me and Sebastian down with a table filled of other experienties and roles us to wait for a few moments as they didn't want thier "products" to be "too damaged"

"What the fuck are they serving? Vomit gonorea?"Sebastian said in a disgusted voice not that I blame them it has a dark green color with brown that looks processed as hell

I just shrugged with a disgusted face
-"somehow it looks worse than prison food and I didn't think that was possible"

"Yeah you can say that again,how the fuck are we supposed to eat this??"

-"by sucking it up and try not to think about what your eating?? How am I supposed to know??"

Eventually we managed to eat it not without gagging of course but it looked worse than it taste definitely not a flavor I would eat on my own but it didn't give me food poisoning it had the consistency of mash potatoes
Probably because it's so processed

We headed back with as much pain and effort as before because of our injuries we headed back drained and went to do our hygiene routine the best we could our face cringing and while I couldn't see what Sebastian was doing I could tell he was in pain since I could hear him slight groaning and making slight sound of pain and we head back to our own bed  said our good night and passed out
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HEY GUYS IM SORRY THAT I UPDATED SO LATE 🥲🥲
You guys probably already know what the writers curse right? well that shit hit my family hard and that made me prolong my updates but don't worry I plan to do at least 15 chapters although it might take me some time to complete

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