𝐞𝐳𝐞𝐤𝐢𝐞𝐥 𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐨 ♔

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I had figured out ezekiel's pattern by now. he didn't like to text me after going out, but he still came up to me in school like nothing happened. i wanted to figure him out so bad. why do you always run, ezekiel? he was so closed about himself. i could never know what he was feeling because he never told me.

i was so open about my own self to him that when it came to my feelings, i almost told him everything. i didn't tell him how i felt, but moreover how it was strange that we had always found each other in the halls and in public.

i had even joked about him stalking me because we had seen each other at walmart the other day and then at walgreens another time.

we had late night talks but he always avoided talking about himself. one night, he had called me while drunk. this wasn't rare. we would call at random times after midnight. he was high and i was drunk. words flew out of my mouth.

"ezekiel?" i ask. "yeah?" he replies. "is it true that you memorized my schedule?" i had thought about what my manager had said, at first thinking it was stupid, but then realizing it may be true. he rolls his eyes with a smile, hiding half of his face. "why?" he asks.

"don't avoid my question." i say aggressively. "you never tell me anything about how you feel, but listen to me yap about how i feel. it's your turn now." i emphasize. "to be honest.." he slurs his words, stuttering a bit. "you made me do the one thing i never thought i'd do ever again." he adds.

"love." my heart drops. "i didn't wanna love again because i really hate putting my trust in females, but i love the way you make me feel. yeah, i'm guilty of memorizing your classes and walking that direction just to see your face one more time." he laughs. my face transitions into a warm red. this made me feel so fuzzy..

"i think you're so pretty. i don't like showing anything. i don't like the fact that we had sex cause i think i love you too much to even do that to you. you're so different." i smile brightly. "wow.. i really love you too." i knew it was far too early to say any of this. it had only been two months.

time goes by fast. i expected him to do this valentines day, but better late than never. he smiles back at me through the phone. we eventually fall asleep on the phone together.

☁️

the next day at school we had talked like normal during lunch as we walked through the halls together. we didn't have the same lunch so i just went to his. the day was same old. he gave me a car ride home, but was being super distant. i was being left on delivered for hours.

gisella:
bitch i'm picking you up later ahh
my man is having a small get together
layla is coming with too
some of his friends
8pm

me:
is ezekiel coming?

gisella:
of course

i smile in excitement. he's probably busy. that might be why i was being aired.

i did my homework until the time came for me to get picked up. i was already hot and made sure to wear the glitter strap push up bra + thong set. i needed to look my best. i wore my black long sleeve that was u necked to show my boobs off amazingly and some skinny jeans.

i had a curvaceous figure so this simple outfit was sexy on me. ripped skinny jeans had done me justice. i layer on TONS of perfume and add my diamonds studded earrings + a simple necklace with my name on it.

gisella:
im here come down

i run down the steps, telling my mom i was going over to gisella's. she didn't ask she just told me she loved me and to have fun. i hop in the car with layla, gisella, and vanessa. we hotbox that car on our way to daniel's.