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Chapter 9~Secrets and lies~

Chapter 9~Secrets and lies~
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Marcus's POV

When I walked over to Barbra and Yara I slid my phone out my pocket and called Yara's mom. After three rings she picked up. "Hello this is Marcus
Barbra's brother the beach party ran a little late then I thought it would and I don't really like driving at night so is it ok if I buy a motel room
for us" I said as I started to wake them up. "I remember who you are Marcus, and yeah you can buy a motel do you need money" she said as she
let out a raspy laugh. "No I'm good my mom sent me some money already thank you though. See

you when I drop her off at home tomorrow" I said "your welcome honey see you tomorrow" she said and with a click the call ended. I slid my phone back in my pocket and started to wake Barbra and Yara up. After they were up I put them in the back seat of the car and loaded all my stuff in the truck. The drive to the Motel wasn't as far as I thought it was. When we got there I sat my half sleep sister and Yara down on one of the couches in the lobby of the small motel. I walked up to the counter and the guy sitting down on the chairs

slowly looked up from his phone. "How many rooms" he said as he powered on the laptop in front of him. "Two please do you take cash" I said pulling out my wallet. "Yeah twenty a night" he said I gave him the money and he told me the room numbers so I walked back over to Barbra and Yara. I helped them up the stairs. I unlocked the door and turned the light on. For a last minute motel the rooms were kinda nice. I put Yara down on a chair and helped Barbra towards

a bed. "Marcus you back stabbing bitch get off me" she said running around the bed and throwing her shoe at me. I tried to dodge the shoe but it hit my side. "Ow Barbra" I said running over to her and throwing her on the bed. She bursted out in a fit of laughter. "One, two,three out" Yara yelled as she slammed her hand on the bed. She then fell to the floor laughing. I rolled my eyes and helped Barbra out her shoes and under the covers. She fought a little but I ultimately got her to go to sleep. I then helped

Yara out her shoes and onto the bed. "You're so pretty," she said as she softly pulled my hair. "Good night Yara" I said as I pulled her blanket up. After she fell asleep I locked the room and slowly walked to the room next door. I took my shoes off and dropped my body on the bed and immediately drifted off.

Yara's pov

I walked down the dark hall and littered with doors. I walked over to a door and opened it. When I opened it I was at my house in the garage with my car. "See now you just have to set it just right and there you got yourself a working car" Someone said as the car lit up and turned on. But I knew just exactly who the voice belonged to. I turned around and saw my dad standing behind

the car with the hood up. "Daddy!" I said as I ran into his arms. "Hey baby" Hugging him was familiar, it felt good, it felt right. I still felt that scratchy texture when My forehead touched his black and grey beard. "Dad I missed you so much I thought you were really gone" I said, hugging him tighter before I let him go. "Baby you need to

let me go" He had a sad look in his eyes as he said this "What-No I just got you back please!" I didn't want to go back, I wanted to stay with him here. "Honey, you and your mom need to look out for each other" He said as he gave me a bright smile before it faded. "And no more doing this please" he gently wrapped his hand around my wrist before letting go. His mouth started forming more words but nothing came out. "Daddy?!" I said as I opened my eyes. I looked around and I was in a room. The room wasn't familiar to me at

all but. When I turned to my right I saw Barbra's light brown hair and heard her signature snore. I slowly sat up but when I did my head was pounding and I immediately layed back down. "My head is killing me" I said to no one directly. Knock*knock

I immediately looked up, which was a mistake because a sharp pain jumped its way in my head and it felt like it was shaking it like crazy. I slowly got up and walked to the door. When I opened it Marcus was standing there with a bag and four water bottles. "You're a savour" I said as I slowly walked back to the bed and sat down. "Here" Marcus said as he threw me two water bottles and threw two on Barbra's bed. Which woke her up. "I literally hate you guys who let me drink" Barbra said as she grabbed her head In pain. "Oh you don't remember.

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First you and Yara grabbed a big box of beer and chugged it. After you two were good and drunk you beat the shit out of Victoria and her followers after we wrestled y'all off them you guys decided it would be a good idea to drink more then fall asleep on some random guys beach chair" Marcus said sounding sassy as hell. "Whatever Marcus you're such a yapper" Barbra said as she grabbed one of the water bottles and chugged it. "Wait we beat up Victoria" I said trying to hide my smirk. "Yeah I have a video" He said as he brought out

his phone and played the video. At first it was Barbra yelling at Victoria. "You dumb fat bitch All you do is talk shit and slut around" Victoria said thinking she ate. "Bitch your over here talking about sluts and slutting around when you be the main one ridding your friends boyfriend's dicks so I don't wanna hear your bitch ass talking. And the next time I see you even start to form the word fat I'll stick my foot so far down your throat you'll be shiting toe nails" Barbra said her face turning a bright red. If you knew Barbra, when she's drunk

she'll cuss you out she doesn't care who or what you are. "Girl please I wanna see you try you fa-" and just as Victoria said the word "F" her face was full of Victoria's foot. Then you could see me in the back cheering Her on. Then one of Victoria's followers started running over to her. That's when you saw me pull her hair so hard she flipped on her back. "Bitch. Please try it again hoe" I said as I slapped the other girl that was running at me. "Girl bye" I said as I continued to pull the girls hair. That's when the video ended. Me and Barbra laughed so hard. And after we stopped laughing we both started gasping and holding our heads.

After Marcus dropped me off I walked to the door not really wanting to go inside. I unlock the door and slowly walked in and set my bag on the floor. "I'm home!" I yelled not really wanting to signal my mom that I was home but I had to. "Honey, can you come Here please" My mom said from her office. I slowly made my way towards her office. When I walked in she was sitting at her desk. Her hair was In a messy updo. She had her glasses on and she looked exactly the same as I remember. Like she wasn't affected by dad's death at all but I knew that wasn't true and that I was being unfair but I was so mad. "Honey, I want to

talk. I know it got kinda heated the last time we talked but I really wanna say that I'm sorry for not being a mom when you needed me. I should've been there to hold you when you cried. I should've been there to tell you that it was going to be ok. I should've held you tighter. And I know that This apology isn't going to magically make our relationship better but I hope it's a start". I stared at my mom. I didn't know what to say. I knew I didn't want to accept her apology but I

knew I didn't wanna be mad at her for the rest of my life so I'm gonna try. "Mom-" but I was cut off by her terrified face. She was looking at my stomach. "Yara what is that" all the blood in my face immediately drained as I looked down already knowing what she was looking at. My stomach was out for anybody to see. 'Fuck'. "Answer me Yara what is that?" I could feel the tears building up and I knew I couldn't hold them back for long. "Yara please" she said again but I still couldn't look her in the eyes. I couldn't face her. That splintering pain in my chest was back and I couldn't take it. I fell to the floor and held my throbbing chest. I cried out and I didn't care who heard me. The tears were like a waterfall rushing down my cheeks. I screamed as my throat

burned. I felt my mom's arms around me but they didn't feel warm or safe they felt foreign and cold. I immediately pulled away from her embrace. "Don't touch me!" I said as I held my arms and cried. "Yara let me help you baby please". "NO YOUR APOLOGY DOESN'T MEAN SHIT!" I shrieked "sorry doesn't fix everything!" I said breathing harshly. I slowly, stood up and walked out the room. I could hear my mom yelling after me but I didn't stop.

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Sorry yall I know I said Twice a day or week or whatever but I got shit to do I got school and work and stuff so.