The 1000 Shades of Nothing

Intro

You would think growing up in a small town, where everyone knows each other is great, right?
It gives you a save base, a place you can always return to, because there will always be a friendly face, that recognizes you from when you where little, right?
Let me tell you one thing:

THAT IS A LIE!

Maybe it is all fun and games for a little child, but once you turn 10 years, you either become a mini version of all the adults in the town, who never got out (which is about 99,9 % of all the children), or your become the outcast, the one person at each generation, who discovers that living in that small town is sucking all your excitement for life out of you, and that you need to get the fuck out of there.

That person was me and outcast is an understatement. In 9th. grade I choose to go to boarding school, and when I came back a year later, everyone pretended that I had never existed, they ignored me, even when I said hello to them.

I want to make sure that everyone knows how bitter I am. I want to make sure that the unfair treatment I have received my entire childhood is read by God and every man. I want the once who did it, to read this, and feel so embarrassed and ashamed that they want to dig a hole and crawl into it. I want everyone who have tried what I have, to dare to stand up for themselves and dear everyone who just want to be confirmed that they made the right choice by living in the big city, and dear everyone else. I want you to know the 1000 shades of nothing the little town I grew up in, is build on.