Close enough is the pain
that u gave me
I kept it like a treasure because u gave it ,
that was stupid of me
to think that u would change ,
but nothing it just kept increasing my pain.
First a slap , than a bruise that bruises all over my body ,
but my heart kept thinking that u must be sorry,
so I waited for ur apology,
but it never came
just gave me pain ,
pain is all
that is left in my heart now.
So don't know how to make the pain go away
because it feels like a old friend
that never left me but everyone did.
No one believed me
whenever I told them my pain
they just said that I am begging for sympathy.
But now they Beg me to be happy
but how can I be happy
when my heart is still in pain.
That ache now feels lovely
While everything else feels strange,
Now I find comfort in that pain.
- to my fake friends
