Sometimes all you need is someone to hold you. That's all I've ever wanted, someone to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be okay.
I was very young when I got into therapy, a child that never knew what was wrong with her. When my parents got my diagnosis's, they weren't worried like normal parents would be, they were in disbelief.
How could a child have depression or Borderline Personality disorder?
Instead of finally holding me, they neglected me, thinking I'm some sort of disease. I never understood what I ever did for my parents not to love me anymore. I was just a child.
When I needed comfort, the Sturniolo or O'connels House always provided me the love and comfort I needed, but it was never enough. It will never be enough. I was always glad for the parental love Mary-Lou and jimmy gave me, but sadly they weren't my parents, so I never knew what real love felt like. Not even Maggie or Patrick could give me the lost feeling I needed. So I just accepted the fate that I am unlovable. Or am I not?
YOU ARE READING
I'll try for you.
Fiksi PenggemarIN WHICH a girl that always gave love but never got it back, not from family, not from friends, not from anyone. Which lead her to feel unlovable. a boy that was always loved and cared about, but to scared to love somebody else. will they try for e...
