MESSENGER
VIVA HOT CHIKABABES 🔥
5:32 PM
Emma:
Hi
Thank you sa inyo
Papasok ako bukas
Drie:
Are you sure? You can take a day off naman 'di ba?
If you're not well, you can absent na lang, babe.
Chie:
sa true sis emma
wag mo pilitin if di mo keri
Emma:
Feel ko kasi pag nasa bahay ako maiisip ko lang yung nangyari
Mas mabuti na siguro na busy ako para mawala yun sa isip ko
Chie:
aww
we're here for you bbq
Ry:
Yes dito lang kami pag kailangan mong maging busy
Aliwin ka namin haha
Emma:
Haha thank you
For now hinahayaan ko muna sarili ko magdwell sa nangyari kagabi
Pero ambigat haha
Drie:
Yeah, we know it's been hard for you
At least, you already talk to him about the past?
Emma:
Oo
Nalinawan na ako
Mas klaro na sa akin na hindi na kami pwede
Chie:
hala!!!!
Emma:
I saw him kissing another girl
Syempre wala akong karapatan magalit kasi di ko naman siya boyfriend
He's single kaya dapat ok lang
Di ko lang siguro inexpect na magkakaroon na ng iba
Sobrang sakit haha
Mas masakit pa to sa mga salita ni mama dati eh
Ry:
PUTANGINA??!!
Emma:
So I ran away, crying.
Then di ko alam na nakita at sinundan niya pala ako
I was such a mess when he saw me
He asked my why I was crying
Sinabi ko na nasasaktan ako sa nakita ko, na nagseselos ako.
But he just sarcastically laughed at me, saying, "Bakit ka magseselos eh may boyfriend ka na? You're already starting a family with someone, and now you're here crying because you saw me with another girl?"
Tangina hindi ko gets
Wala akong boyfriend at — anong magkakapamilya?
Tapos binanggit niya si Aaron
Don ko nalaman na si Aaron yung tinutukoy niya na boyfriend ko at magiging ama ng anak ko
Puta anong fake news to
So instead of clarifying it to him, I opened the topic about our relationship before.
Humingi ako ng tawad sa kanya
Inamin ko na naging duwag ako
Na sa halip na pakinggan siya at unawain siya, mas pinili kong kulungin ang sarili ko sa lungkot at sakit
Alam ko naman na tanga ako eh
Sobrang tanga ko at gago ko para gawin yun sakanya
And yesterday I saw the damage I gave him
How broke he was because of me
I ruined him
He said he loves me but he's not just ready to tell me yet
But I closed my door on him and left him when he needed me the most
Emma:
Then he told me about the thing that he can't tell me before
Sobrang shitty
Hindi ko alam yung trauma nya
I just fucking pushed him
He can't tell me because he was afraid that it's gonna affect our relationship
Na magbabago tingin ko sa kanya
Sobrang gago ko
I do not deserve him
He was just scared yet I did not trust him
Si Criselda na nga lang nasasandalan niya non dahil siya ang nakakaalam ng sitwasyon niya tapos pinagselosan ko pa
Tapos pinipilit ko pa siyang sabihin sakin ang problema niya
And now that he's doing okay, ginulo ko na naman
I knew right then that this is the end kasi tangina ako pa may ganang manggulo eh ginago ko siya
All I can say is sorry to him
Paulit-ulit habang umiiyak
Na akala mo naman may magbabago
But I felt sorry for everything
For what happened to us
For not accepting his love
For shutting him down and leaving him
Ry:
Shit
Chie:
hugs my dear emma
don't be too hard on yourself
Drie:
Hindi mo naman alam babe :(
Tsaka pareho kayong nahihirapan
Emma:
I know
But I feel shitty
Guilty
Tangina hiyang hiya ako
Naiinis ako sa sarili ko for being simple minded
I should have been more understanding
I should have been there for him
Sobrang bigat ng loob ko
Mesha:
Em naiintindihan ka namin
Pero wag mong sisihin sarili mo sa lahat pls huhu
Emma:
Yes, I know.
I'm done doing that
It's just that I feel like my feelings for him before was so shallow
Na kapag convenient sa akin, okay kami
Pero kapag hindi na, umaalis na ako
Parang ganon eh
Chie:
teh????
feeling ko di naman ganon
Emma:
Nong may problema ako, nandyan siya sa tabi ko
Nong siya yung meron, umalis agad ako
Taena haha ang tanga lang
Ry:
Sis feel ko di naman yun pag convenient ka lang
It's just that nong nagkaproblema siya, sabay-sabay din dumating problema mo
And it's not like you already recover from your issues pa?
Lalo na sa sarili mo
You're feeling lost and broke that time
How can you be there for him when you're broken yourself?
Syempre initial response mo is to shut him down
Kasi parang nasasakal ka sa mga nangyayari
Yun lang naman thoughts ko dyan
Drie:
I agree with Ry, beb.
You cannot love him fully when you couldn't even love yourself di ba?
We already talked about this
What happened in the past is a lesson
YOUR lesson
So despite what you learned about now
Don't let it consume you too much
Show him how sorry you are
Your genuine feelings
Not because ENTIRELY you want him back
Because you want to make ammends with what happened in the past
And when we understand that you guys can't be together anymore
Then I guess it's high time that you move on
We will help you
We will be here for you
Chie:
yes bb
don't worry too much
mahirap pero lalaban
i'll always find time sa inyo
dito lang me for you
ilysm
Emma:
🥹🥹🥹
Thank you
I don't know how I'll survive this without you guys
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