This Minho ♡
With
This Jisung ♡
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It's going to end soon.
Just a little more.
A little more pain. A little more endurance. And then it will end.
Everything will end.
This pain will end.
Every pain will end.
Then he can restart. Then he can...
Oh god, it hurts. It hurts so so fucking bad.
But it's ok.
It's ok. Just some more minutes.
Just a little more, and soon, soon this warm soothing water will turn his body cold. Cold and stiff.
And then everything will be ok.
Just a little more and this blue beautiful surrounding will turn black.
Then he can be finally happy.
He can restart. Everything.
Then maybe he will have someone to love him.
Anyone.
Just a single person will be enough.
When this pain ends, then maybe he will have someone to hold his hand and look at him with love and care.
Then maybe he will smile.
Maybe he will have someone to tell him how pretty his smile is.
He knows his smile was pretty. He have seen it a handful times.
The times when he stood in front of the mirror and forced it just to see if there was anything good about him at all.
And turned out, his smile was.
It was the only good thing about him. Only pretty thing.
And if he gets another chance, he promises himself that he will smile a lot.
He wishes he will smile a lot.
He just needs to endure a little more.
But it hurts. It hurts so so bad.
Feels like someone is continously punching his chest with strong fists, like his skin was dissolving in this warmth, feels like his eyes were burning.
But it was ok.
If the last thing will be him staring at that bright sun from inside of this beautiful blue warmth, he can endure his eyes burning too.
And it doesn't matter. It going to end soon.
Just... Just a little more and he will be fre-
"OH MY GOD! HELP!"
No...
"SOMEONE IS DROWNING! HELP! HELP!"
No. Please. No no no.
"HELP! SOMEONE HELP!"
Please... Go away. Please please go away.
"IS SOMEONE HERE!? HELP! A BOY IS DROWNING IN THE RIVER!"
No. Please. Please let me be free. Leave me alone. I don't..... I don't have the power to do this again..... Please.
"Oh god!"
No...
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And if he is not the most beautiful sweetest cutie patootie out there-
Love you babies <3
-darlla🤍
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