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Yukina's P.O.V

I finished the dish and carefully placed plates and utensils for each of the members. I quickly went to wash my hands and when I returned I found that all of the members were already sitting down. "Yukina, sit beside me." Dokyeom patted the seat next to it I hesitantly sat down as he smiled brightly at me. "You're name's kinda long ." Hoshi said next to me. He changed his clothes from yesterday and was wearing a grey hoodie and leather jacket. Sitting around the table like this all of them were dressed pretty casual. It made them look like regular teenagers although I don't know how old they really are. I only know Chan's about twenty right now but they don't look much older than him. "How about I call you Yui?" I tilted my head in slight confusion at the sudden familiarity. It surprised me because that was what Chan used to call me. He laughed out loud his voice ringing in my ears "It sounds like cucumber. I love it." His laughter caused a few members to break out in slight chuckles and it almost got me too.  It was contagious in a way. He was finally able to calm down and we began eating. "This is pretty good." Dokyeom said patting my head. I looked at the satisfied faces around me and I couldn't help but feel happy. Everybody finished eating and I saw that each one finished their plates. I got up to wash the dishes. "Do you need help?" One of them was leaning against the archway his arms crossed. He was incredibly handsome and had a Western charm to his face which looked like one of those Greek sculptures. He was wearing an entirely black patterned suit with his silver hair. "I just got back are there any leftovers?" He asked. I nodded my head "Yes, I'll go heat it up right now." I rushed not wanting to make him wait and made him a plate. "Smells good, sit with me while I eat." the way he talked was very nonchalant and apathetic. We sat down on the dining table as I watched him eat. He took a bite and started nodding his head. "It's good." "Thank you." I replied. He ate it very fast and got up "I'll do my own dish. Just wait for me." I patiently obeyed him. Sleepiness started getting the better of me as I started nodding off. I felt a light tap on my shoulder and immediately got up and bowed in apology. "It's fine. Follow me." I quickly followed after him. He had a much quicker pace than me and I struggled to keep up. We entered what looked like a bedroom before going out to a large balcony. Suddenly we were outside and the white moonlight lit up the scenery. A field of flowers were in view below us and it was breathtakingly beautiful. He sat down on a bench and patted the spot next to him which I obediently sat on.

Vernon's P.O.V

I looked at the young girl next to me she was only one year older than my sister. I went with Seungkwan's plan but even I was uncomfortable with just how young she was.  She was asleep and her head was bobbing before it fell on my shoulder. I won't deny she was beautiful especially in the moonlight. Two years from now she's probably become even more but by then... I sighed as I picked her up and carried her to the bed. She grumbled,  slightly holding onto my jacket. Before I knew it I was smiling at her.

Seungkwan's P.O.V  

I opened the door to her room slowly making sure not to wake her up. However, when I opened the door she was gone, I dropped the plate of food in surprise, she wasn't here! I immediately checked the balcony then the bathroom she wasn't there either. Panicking I took out my phone dialing Wonwoo's number. He immediately checked the security cameras. "Nobody has left. It looks like Vernon was the last person with her." I sprinted to Vernon's room and opened the door. What I saw shocked me even more. The two of them were on his bed fast asleep facing each other Vernon was holding her close to him. I didn't know what to do in this situation so I slowly exited his room making sure to close the door. I felt my heart ache for some reason and it puzzled me. "Seungkwan, did you find her." Wonwoo asked. "Uh, yeah, I did?" I replied my mind still processing things. Wonwoo raised an eyebrow at me "Did you find her or not?" he reached for the door but I quickly stopped him. "She's with Vernon." I yelled. I could see his confusion increasing "What's the problem then." he asked. I honestly didn't know either so I let him go in. He came back a few moments later and an unreadable expression on his face. "Let's just let them go down on their own." he walked away and I debated on whether or not I should stay or follow. "Seungkwan, what are you doing?" Vernon had opened the door his hair was a mess and I could see the roots of his dyed hair. "Vernon-ah your hair is a mess." instinctively I started fixing it. "Vernon, did you..?" I hesitated not fully wanting to ask the question I struggled between feelings of curiosity and dread. "No. She's still asleep so you should probably move her back. I have work to do so I'll be gone for a while." He patted my shoulder a smile playing on his lips. "What'd you think we did?" I hit him in response rolling my eyes the panic, fear, and unease from earlier had completely disappeared. "I'll walk you out." I placed my hand on his back as we walked away. 

 I remembered the day she first came I was on security camera duty. She stepped into the balcony and I fully expected that she would run away... but she didn't. Why, for what purpose? Though, the sight of her on the balcony feels like it would be burned into my mind forever. It's strange I've only known her for three days but somehow I could imagine everyday with her. A warm feeling rose up from my chest like a bubble of happiness when I see her. I don't know what I'm thinking. In the end, she won't last but the members will be on my side forever. That's why I'm willing to do whatever it takes for all of us to be together. To build a future that we believed in. Yukina, I hope you're prepared because in two years you will experience hell on Earth. I pray that you'll forgive us in the end. We have our  goal to achieve that unites all of us and we will use anything and anyone at our disposal no matter how much we break them.

 We have our  goal to achieve that unites all of us and we will use anything and anyone at our disposal no matter how much we break them

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