The Dangers in my Heart

Warmth

The sun shining on my face woke me up and my entire body felt like it was aching. I was still in the clothes that I wore two days ago and I could feel my throat had become sore from the cold water the other day. My feet and legs were aching and I could feel that the muscle had tensed from the sudden run. Dried blood was on my neck and had stained my collar. I tried getting up before a sharp pain in my stomach stopped me. The events from the previous day came rushing back to me. I looked around the room expecting to see the prison cell I once was in but instead I was in the lavish room from yesterday. The door clicked open and a man walked in. He had honey brown skin almost the same color as his eyes. I was surprised at the warmth and kindness of his demeanor. I recognized him from the meetings but it seemed he dyed his hair a sort of auburn red. His clothes were still formal but more casual from what I've seen them wearing. A blue turtleneck and black jeans. He came in holding a tray of piping hot food and when he looked at me he exchanged a bright smile. "You're awake." he set the food down and sat on the bed examining the wound on my neck. "I'm sorry about S.Coups and the others. They may seem harsh and scary at first but as long as you obey us they'll come around." He gave me another reassuring smile dimples forming at the corners of his mouth. "There's a shower in that room there so why don't you eat first then go take one. If you want." I nodded my head causing him to smile again. Compared to Joshua's fake kindness he seemed so much more genuine. It relaxed me as I accepted the food he gave me. It was a soup with what seemed to be beef a lovely fragrance came off it. I saw that there were also kimchi and green onions on the side. He watched me as I ate and I ended up finishing everything very easily. I came to realize that the last time I ate was when I was still in Japan. "I'm glad you liked it the soup is called Seolleongtang Mingyu hyung was the one who made it." he said wiping my face with a handkerchief. "I'll clean the dishes so you can go ahead and take a shower." The door opened again and I saw Joshua he looked at me before asking "Dokyeom, your package arrived I can take it from here." Dokyeom quickly got up carrying the dishes with him "I got to go now. I'll see you later." he smiled at me. I bowed my head at him in return as he gave me another smile. Once Dokyeom left Joshua walked up to me carrying a big box with him. He also smiled at me sweetly. "This box has some clothes for you I'll leave it here so you have a change of clothes. When you're done just go to the room across the hall." With that he left leaving me alone and confused. They were treating me so kindly even after I ran away and even threatened their leader. They must be planning something but I don't know what it is. I opened the box and looked at the clothes inside. Just feeling the fabric I could tell that each one cost a fortune. It felt off for me to wear something like this but I had no other choice. I grabbed one and went to take a shower. I looked into the mirror when I was done and it looked like a ghost was staring back at me. I've only been here for a couple days yet the color from my face seemed to disappear and my eyes lifeless. I slowly braided my hair and put on the outfit dreading seeing the other members. 

Dokyeom