"Jinx, let me in, please. Can we talk about what happened? Why did you freak out? Please, open up." Niragi's muffled voice travels through not only the wood of the door but my hands over my ears.
I heard him mutter Chishiya's name before I heard his bedroom door open and close.
I close my eyes for what feels like a few minutes but could be hours, and jump and open them as there is a gentle knock on the door behind me. I let my hands slip from my ears.
"Jinx, it's me, Chishiya. Can you open the door for us?" I sniffle and try to wipe away the tears that are consistently flowing down my cheeks.
I move away from the door and open it a crack. I bring my knees to my chest to try and hide my nakedness, the door slowly gets pushed open and I dig my nails into my arms.
I see sandaled feet slowly walk to me and stop a couple of feet away, I slowly crane my neck back to look up and see Chishiya staring down at me with sympathy. Kuina and a very concerned-looking Niragi stand behind him, Niragi disappears before coming back and handing a small blanket to Chishiya.
Chishiya takes it and slowly hands it out to me. I slowly reach out with shaky hands and grab it, I almost drop it but I yank it to my chest, wrap it around me, and gently inhale the smell. I sigh as the smell of Niragi overwhelms my senses and brings me comfort and I let my leaky eyes close.
"Can I come in?" I nod and Chishiya sits on the bathtub ledge a foot away to my right, I tense but relax as he doesn't make a move to touch me.
Kuina walks in next with a gentle smile and points to the toilet seat and I nod, keeping my eyes on her as she walks past and sits, Niragi hesitates to come in.
"Can Niragi join us?" Kuina asks and I nod.
He comes in and leans against the sink right by the door, keeping his distance.
"Close the door please." I whisper as I release my tight hold on my arms and move my hands back over my ears, I rock myself as I let my eyes fall close. They let me cope, they let me sit there silently as I calm myself.
"I'm sorry."I mutter as I remove my hands from my ears. Someone sighs and Niragi slides down the counter to sit on the floor as he looks down at his hands.
"No, no, Im sorry. I moved too fast with you." Niragi says and he looks up at me." Im sorry, I always mess things up." He says coming down on himself and I shake my head.
"It wasn't you, I licked everything-" I blush and look down." Until...I'm sorry." I mutter as I run my fingers through my hair.
"You don't have to apologize." Kuina speaks up and I look up at her, new tears traveling down my face.
"My Dad used to hurt me when he would touch me. Sometimes when he used his mouth he would bite me." I point down to my lap and Niragi frowns." I just got scared." I tell them.
Niragi slowly crawls over to sit next to me and takes one of my hands.
"I'm sorry I scared you. I would never want to hurt you, Jinx, I don't want to do anything you're not comfortable with." Niragi says and I nod.
"I know, I-" I sigh. " I just freaked out."
Chishiya speaks up." How about when we are intimately interacting with Jinx, we give him colors to announce so we know where his headspace is?"
Kuina perks up." That's a great idea!"
Chishiya nods." Green can be good, Yellow can be slow down, and Red means stop. How do you feel about that Jinx?" I nod.
"I like it." I whisper.
"What's wrong?" Niragi asks.
"Im sorry, Im not normal." I tell them and Kuina slides off the toilet and kneels on the floor in front of me
"You were hurt a lot in your past, but that's okay, we will be right by your side to help you through it." I smile wobbly at her and she stands up." Maybe you should lay down in bed." I nod at her the next to stand is Niragi and he squats down, lifts me up and carries me to his bed.
"Im going back to my room, will you be okay?" Kuina asks and I nod as I snuggle up to Niragis pillows.
Kuina leaves and Chishiya walks into the room and stares at me.
"Are you okay now?" He asks and I nod at him with a soft smile.
"Do you want to stay?" Niragi asks him and Chishiya nods.
Niragi comes over to me with a clean pair of boxers and raises a brow asking me If I want them, I nod and stand up I let the blanket fall and step into them, I lay in the middle of the bed as the other two lay beside me. I stick my head in Niragi's neck as Chishiya wraps an arm around my waist and I quickly fall asleep.
By the time I wake up, Chishiya is gone, I crawl out of bed and smile when I see Niragis notorious shirt on the floor. I pick it up and take it with me as I go to my room to change, I get changed into black swim trunks and do light makeup. I put on Niragi's black and white Giraffe button-down shirt and leave the buttons undone.
I walked out and met Kuina for breakfast as Chishiya and Niragi had a meeting to get to.
"Is that Niragi's shirt?" Kuina asks and I smirk at her
We chat all morning and we decide to go to the game room. It was pretty packed in here, we decided to play pool.
I flinch as I hear gunshots. Kuina and I look at each other, I reach out and take her hand before following the gunshots and the shouting. We walk into the cafe to see people trying to hide under tables and chairs as a shirtless Niragi shoots at the ceiling while yelling angrily with Chishiya standing behind him.
Chishiya and I make eye contact and as he eyes my body he smirks.
"Where is it? I'll give you five seconds to fess up before I start shooting people!" Niragi shouts, he angrily pushes his hair out of his face and I glance down to see his hairband is still around my wrist.
Chishiya nudges him and points to me. Niragis furious face falls, softens, and fills with awe.
He walks towards me and people jump out of his way. When he finally reaches me he tangles his fingers into my hair and slams his lips onto mine, I kiss back trying to keep up but he pulls away.
"You look hot in my shirt." He tells me and I trace his abs.
"You look hot shirtless," I tell him. He shoves hair out of his face with a smirk at the compliment and I grin. I reach over and put his hair in a low bun, using his hairband to tie it back.
He hums and holds me close to him.
"I was ready to kill over that shirt, you know." He mumbles into my ear.
"Then take it back."I tell him and he growls.
"It looks better on you." He tells me and I smirk.
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Borderland (Poly!)
FanfictionJinx is a femboy who was brought into Borderland, he's tall, likes to wear makeup, and shows off his flawless skin. When he's in a game he runs into his "missing" Uncle and they go to the beach where he meets 3 people who will change his life. Seaso...
