Underworld Desire's

Zia's POV

Luca ask his assistant to run my paper's that was needed before I we I got discharge,I look at the table there's a flower laying down along with the chocolate I stand up and walk to through the table I see note folded into thin inside the flower stem but I can notice it

"Too bad he didn't do anything for you"that's what it says in the note I grab it and throw it in the bin,I know who send this flower I run my fingers through my hair and pull it trying to relax.
"Relax Zia your doing this for your brother don't let them ruined you"I said in the back of my mind.

I heard the door open I look back and saw Luca smiling at me.

"Were good to go the car is waiting outside lets go"Luca looking around the room.

"There's a flower I put on the table someone deliver it for you"his pointing at the table where he put.

"I throw it I don't like flower's they don't last and for the chocolate I hate sweets"

"Bitter huh, sorry it should be your husband being with you right now but you know business "Luca said.

"You don't have to feel sorry for me Luc"I walked pass to him and he followed me we got into the parking lot and got inside the car he talked to me a lot we laughed like we've known each other for long I feel comfortable with Luca.

We arrived at the mansion and we got inside and saw them all in the living room talking some shit.

"Lev were here"Luca said in front of me he move to his brother to sit and I just stood up there looking at them I see new face its Enzo the eldest brother.

"Look whose back in the house"Matteo said

"Don't get me started matti I'm not in the mood to talk" I said walking away.

"How are you Z?" Nik ask me.

"I feel like, I feel like shit you know"I said to Nik and see his face feeling sorry.

"I thought  you don't have the energy to talk right now"Matteo Said, Lev just sitting there like a ghost didn't say anything good for him I don't want to hear his voice anyway.

"Well too bad they missed my heart,next time tell those people who did this to shot me  right through my heart its easy!"Lev look at me in rage like he was going to kill me but I didn't budge.

"Feisty Z I liked it" matti said

"Hi I'm Enzo sorry for the late introduction"Enzo said while reaching his hand on me for shake hand.

"Hi"I said looking at his eye and he smile at me faking it they're good at it.

"I need to go I need some rest" I walk out and made my way upstairs.

"Just call me if you need something sweetheart"Lev said

"I don't need anything" I said I get inside in our room sitting down on the couch reading for my book at the table to relax my nerves I really hate him his the one who brought all of this I'm so mess.

I heard the door open and I didn't look at him I focus on reading until he breaks the silence between us.

"I won't be home tonight until the next day if you need something tell Butler Leopoldo he will give it to you my,brother will be here you can talk to them"his luggage is pack already I feel relief that I can be alone sometime,he didn't even apologize or talk about my injury "fuck you Lev rot in hell"I said in the back of my head.

"I also want to be alone"I said he didn't say a word but I can feel his in rage good for you Lev.

I sat down there and and read till he leaves for his shit business, I drifted to sleep until I wake up someone knocking on the door I got up and open the door.

"Ma'am its time for dinner"the maid said

"Don't call me ma'am Im Zia,what's your name?"ask her

"Marie"she smile at me she was like 22 or something.

"Lets be friend Marie" I said to her I walked down stairs and through the dining table, I only saw Luca and Matteo.

"Hi Z"Luca said I sat down to my usual spot and started to put some food on my plate.

"I can feed you Z if your
struggling"Luca offer to fed me.

"No need I think I got it"I try to start eating but my hand is still no energy.

"Fuck I really hate this fuck this" I was angry that I can't even feed myself.

"I can help you Z"Luca said.

"You know with that kind of your attitude your marriage won't last in a year"Matteo said.

"I'm sorry ok I'm so pissed that I can't even feed myself"

"Well that's your problem"Matteo said.

"Well yeah its my problem"I said while looking at Matteo.

"Can you please stop talking Matteo you like a kid that always want in trouble"Luca said looks pissed of by his brother.

"You know Z  I was just curious I didn't see you wearing some revealing clothes, like every girls wants that why don't you try to spice up for Lev you know, you just wear T shirt's, sweatpants baggy jeans nothing more Lev can buy you everything you want just ask and with one snap you have it all"Matteo start blabbering again I hate when he starts to talk.

It took to me a while to weather answer him or let it be.

"Its a long story"I said Luca still feeding he sit right beside me.

"Tell us we want to hear it"Matteo demand.

"I was 18 when We have a group project I went to the house one of my classmate I didn't know that he has a lot of friends like all boys and we only have 4 classmates on our group I thought of going back when I saw inside that full of boys but on my way back a strange man following me I wear some clothes that you said girl's normally wear and the rest is history"

"What that's it? did you get raped?" Matteo ask.

"No but that's the reason I feel so cautious about what I wear or what will I do,I mostly spend too much time thinking about my action and the outcomes"

Matteo didn't say a word he just look at me intently, after were done eating Luca and I go to our room and we talk about shit and laugh until someone call in his phone.

"I need to take this call good night Z"Luca said

"Good night too, Luca its nice have you" I said locking the door I turn off all the lights and got inside the bed I put pillows on my left shoulder for me to feel comfortable I look around all I could see is darkness but when you stay in dark your eyes started to adjust on the dark and see what's in it I pull the duvet up until my neck to cover me up.

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