Underworld Desire's

Zia's POV

I woke up at in the morning with bad headache I press my temple to ease the pain but it didn't work.

"Drink this bitch"I heard a baritone voice approaching me and when I saw its Lev tying his necktie while pointing the glass of water and pills left side on my nightstand.

"What's this?" I took the pills and glass of water.

"For your hung over, your not allowed to get drink again unless I told you so,don't you remember what you did last night sweetheart?he was sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Okey sorry if I did something, I didn't know I could easily get drunk"

"Fix yourself and go down we'll eat breakfast"he said walking out the room,I got up and I could still feel my world spinning but I managed to go to the bathroom and take a shower after a few minutes I got out and get dressed I walked down the stairs and straight to the dining table were everyone one is present except for Francisco he was still overseas I think.

"Look who's here"I saw Matteo mocking me.

"Morning guys"I sit down,my left side was Nikolai as usual and I was facing Matteo and Luca while Levi is on head chair its still the same where we always sits.

"So how's your hung over Z?"Matteo ask

"Thanks for asking Matti I feel like shit"I started to put some foods on my plate.

"So when are we planning to have  drink again?"Matteo ask

"Not again Matti I'm blessed I was still alive though.

"Ahh your not fun at all Z"Matteo said

"Its not that Matti it's not good for my health you know I'm a Doctor I know what is good and bad"

"Wait are you pregnant again"Luca ask it caught me off guard.

"What no Luca that's not gonna happen"

"I also thought Levi knocked you again"Nikolai said smiling at me.

"Seriously guys don't be ridiculous" I glare at them

"Sorry we just thought"Luca said

"Yeah whatever"

"But wait did my brother know that I was drunk last night?"I look at Lev while he was sipping his black coffee.

"Yeah don't worry I let someone send them home safely"Lev said smiling at me.

"Thanks"

"You brother's was really kind Z I might be good friends to them"Luca said.

"Yeah" I said smiling at Luca

"May I ask something to you Luca"

"Yes I'm listening Z"

"I'm just curious do you have a girlfriend?coz I don't see you have"I ask Luca

"Well I don't see anyone that suits me I think"

"Why don't you ask me too Z"Matteo ask

"Just one glance at you Matti I know you have bunch of girls so why bother to ask"

"Is that a complement?"Matteo ask

"Yeah Matti"

"your handsome Luca maybe if you smile at bit sometimes you can easily find the one that you're looking for"

"Don't tell me your in love with me now Z"

"Don't be idiot Luca,I'm dead if Lev would find out"

"That's right sweetheart"I heard his baritone voice making me flinch I forgot that he was still with us.

"Of course I know Lev"I said fixing myself and stood up were done eating so everyone is heading to their own work.I walked to the stairs.

"Sweetheart your free to do anything you want inside the mansion but your not allowed to go outside the gate"I look down the stairs and saw Lev standing at the edge of the stairs looking at me.

"Don't worry about me Lev,worry about yourself being home in one peace "I said walking upstairs.

"I will be late tonight, I have some bloody business"

"Yeah sure" I open the door and got inside the room I sat down and took the book and read where I left off. I read a lot of book today maybe I should buy new one I feel my butt getting numb because of hours sitting down I got up and head down stairs, I head to the garden where flowers are blooming I trail my fingers on the red rose its nice to be outside for a while,I sat down on the bench looking around the mansion seeing his man guarding the whole mansion outside and inside.I look up at the sky and close my eyes fresh air going inside my lungs as I inhale the air. "It must be nice to be this free like the air no one could touch but you can only feel it"I said feeling the fresh air.

Time flies so fast I got inside and eat dinner,take a shower and sit in the bed I should sleep now,Lev said he was late that's good then I could sleep early without his presence. I took my book from the nightstand and rest my head in the headboard until I someone open the door made me shivers all over my body,my legs are trembling.I saw Lev at the door his sleeves rolled to his arm,tie loosened up,and his black suit covered with blood,he slowly close the door behind him and look at me with frowns.

"Wh-what happen with me?I was trembling just looking at the blood.

"What are saying sweetheart?"He ask with baritone voice.

"Wha-whats wrong with me Lev?WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME?WH-WHY I'm SCARED OF BLOOD I WAS A DOCTOR I-I'm used to it,I'm not supposed to be scared what did you do to me?"I shout at him looking at myself trembling and scared.

"Ahh fuck your having panic attack !relax sweetheart okey I will call someone"he took his phone from his pocket and call someone I can't hear anything,last thing I saw was he was taking his clothes of and approach me Talking to me but I can't hear anything like my world had stop,I can see in his eyes so  worried, and until my body shut me down leaving me limp on the bed.

"Hi mom don't be scared its me your son"I heard a male voice but I can't see anybody I look around its all white.

"Who are you?Show your face"

"Sorry mom but you can't see me"

"But why?"

"Because it is what it is you have to accept the truth that I'm gone and don't blame yourself mom"the boy said

"Am I dead?"I look at my body I wear white gown I know its not from the hospital so where am I?.

"No mom I love you"that's the only words I heard from the boy and I woke up and looked around I was still in the room I saw Lev sitting beside my right side typing on his laptop he noticed that I was awake and look at me.

"I-I heard a male voice his talking to me Lev I know it was a dream but it was comforting"tears trail down on my cheeks looking at him he was shocked for what I've said.

"Your still thinking about your miscarriage Zia?"Hi sighed
"I've called the doctor lately about your situation he said you have traumatic experience because of your miscarriage, and please stop talking about some shit okey I can't stop myself if I'm in rage sweetheart you know me"

"His talking to me Lev but I can't see his face"I said wiping my tears on the back of my palm.

"Stop fucking talked about what's already done Zia,I don't wanna hurt you coz you suffer already so shut the fuck up and sleep"I have a lot of things to tell him but I don't have a chance,I don't want to get into trouble from time to time I just want to have a peaceful life so I just need to follow what he says then.

"I can't sleep"

"I should fuck you then"I look at him with shocking face not knowing what to say.

"I'm just kidding go back to sleep I'm almost done"he said,continue typing on his laptop I look at the ceiling then without noticing I fell asleep really fast I can only feel his hand playing my nipples kneading and kissing my neck.

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