Underworld Desire's

Zia's POV

I woke up in the middle of the night I saw Matteo sleeping on the couch peacefully.I grab my IV drip  and walk outside the hospital I held my head high and look at moon shine so bright,no one's to be seen I walk to the bench and sat down the cold are brushing my skin sending shivers on my body I braced myself with my arms I only wear hospital gown.

I close my eyes and listen to my heart beats,the moon shine bright on me I feel like the brightness was only for me.I heard someone panting on my back I looked around and saw Matteo looking at me with relief.

"Why you didn't wake me up I can accompany you"he walks towards me and sit beside me.

"Your sleeping peacefully"

"I thought you run away I know you have a fight with Levi,I'm relieved that your here"

"That's not gonna happen Matti"until your brother let me go I say in the back of my mind

"I don't know how you handle Levi's stubbornness"

"I don't know either"tears trail down my cheeks.

"You can cry all you want Z"

"I know your not really good at comforting Matti you make me laugh"

"You can used my shoulder to put your legs on me that's the comfort I can offer"

"Your maniac Matti"I laughed at him

"Well yes"Matteo laughed too

"We need to get inside its getting colder unless you want to warm my body I don't mind that"Matteo smile

"You pervert"

We got inside and sleep peacefully until I dream of someone kissing me again really hard sucking my tongue twirling inside my mouth.

Until it it's time for us to go home someone taken care of everything we need.

"We're good to go"

"Yeah lets go Matti"

We walked through the parking lot and and get inside the car.

"Since I got here in the hospital I always dreamt of something weird"

"What's your dream about"Matteo ask

"It's weird but I can't tell what was it actually"

"Your stress that's the reason"

"Yeah I've been stress lately"

We talk and it feels like we been close at this moment, my mind still haunting me about my baby I'm a bad mother but what else I can do I can't afford to get pregnant when I'm with Levi I can't do that I don't want him to be the father of my children. I was hoping he would let me go I will talk to him and decide what to do.

We got inside the mansion Lev is nowhere to be found, I got upstairs and get inside our room and sat done in the couch thinking we should part way now, I heard knocked on my door.

"Come in"

"Hi Z how you holding up there?"Luca ask

"I-Im find I think" I look at him

"Levi is in his office we just got home you should to him to clear things up between you"

"I'll do that Luca... thanks for everything"

"Welcome Z tell me if you need something"

"Okey"

"I gotta go"Luca said closing the door,I let out a sighed and look around I saw are picture on the wall which was taken in our wedding it looks like its true he look so handsome I like his eyes but not his personality nor anything about him. It's night already he wasn't eating with us whats wrong with Levi his avoiding me I won't sleep until he comes inside our room.I heard the door open I saw Levi  walking staggering going inside the our room I was still sitting in the couch we locked eyes he look shocked seeing me awake.

"Look who's reek of alcohol while I was laying in the hospital bed, are you celebrating Lev"

"I don't have time to talk to you its time to sleep"he walks to the bed

"Well we have to talk how about you have to let me go and forget about everything we have" he freeze

"WHAT DID YOU SAY?,SAY THAT AGAIN!"he walks towards me with rage burning in his eyes.

"YOU HEARD ME RIGHT JUST LET ME GO I KEEP YOUR PROMISE I DID NOT TELL A SOUL NOT EVEN MY BROTHERS, YOU GOT EVERYTHING YOU FROM ME LEV"I shout at him.

"SAY THAT AGAIN I'M GONNA KILL YOU MYSELF REMEMBER"

"JUST KILL ME THEM IM TIRED OF YOU BEING NOT CONSIDERATE ABOUT MY FEELINGS ALL YOU HAVE IS YOUR EGO"

"I OWN YOU EVERY BIT OF YOU EVEN YOUR SOUL"

"I'M NOT A FURNITURE LEV I HAVE A HEART EVERY-TIME YOU HURT ME,I WAS HOPELESS IN FRONT OF YOU,I DID EVERYTHING YOU WANT LIKE I WAS A DOG"

"JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH OR I'M GONNA KILL YOU RIGHT"he smashed one of his antique base on the floor making me jump,my tears trail down my cheeks nonstop like an ocean.

"JUST SHOT YOUR MOUTH"

" OHH REALLY?" I said walking out our room and he follows me.

"WHERE ARE YOU GOING GET INSIDE OR I'M GONNA DRAG YOU HERE!"he still follow me down stairs staggered.

"Hey what's wrong with you Levi she just got out from the hospital"Matteo said I saw Francisco and Luca looks so worried.

"Don't mind us just go back to room don't interfere us"Levi said

"Man you act like an adult she was  still healing why are doing this to her"Francis said I walk through the door there's a guard standing outside  I was about to open the door.

"ZIA DON'T  MAKE ME TELL YOU TWICE, I HOPE YOU WONT REGRET WHAT YOUR GOING TO DO"I look around and look  at him in the eyes I glare at him I was burning in anger hatred.

"Let's talk about this tomorrow Lev" I said wiping all the tears that I waste.

"Theres no need to talk about"Levi said while his brother trying to grab him.

"Hey Z are you okey?" Luca ask

"Yeah I should get used to this"I said passing Lev.

"You sleep on the bed I look another room"I say but I didn't look at Lev walking upstairs.

"You sleep on the bed I take the couch"

"You should sleep on the other room what if you might hurt her again"Francis said

"He can sleep in the couch,do whatever the hell you want"I said

"I won't hurt her " Lev said I got inside our room and later on his brother's lay him on the couch he was already asleep when they got up here he must be so drunk.

I slipped inside the duvet the lights are off but I open the light in the balcony to allow the light to get inside it's not too dark,not too bright. I was too tired and drifted to sleep.

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