The Lost Son of Homelander : What If

Chapter 21 : Stress

Johnny watched from inside the house as Homelander and Ryan played catch it from a certain level hurt him to know his bio father seen him as nothing more then a sex toy to use when he was pissed . Homelander and were throwing the ball ." Hey ryan it's ok you can use your powers."

Ryan responds." What do you mean?" Homelander throws the ball into space." Ryan looks shock." I can't do that ." Homelander kneels ." Yes you can you're my son." Becca comes and tells him it's time for his math lesson . Ryan runs off. "You know when I was his age I was testing the sound barrier , he can't even throw a baseball." Becca responds." The doctors thought it be best if he had as normal of a childhood as he can."

Homelander signs." Well it's good thing I'm here and I'm not going to get bored and move on you're stuck with me Becca ,and word of advice make John jr get his ass down here...now." Homelander walks in the house and sits in Ryan's room and watch him do his homework.

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Johnny sits at the table as he watches Homelander bond with Ryan . He misses Billy as much as he is angry that Billy left him at the hospital , he loves him and understands why . Becca sits next to and places a of food in front of him." Come on Bumblebee eat up." Johnny looks around to make sure Homelander isn't around and wolfs the food down. Becca giggles a bit but stops when Johnny gives her a sad look.

"Look Mom , I know I have'nt been easy to handle but I'm trying to work on it just I'm suppose be stronger than Homelander yet he overpowered me ." Becca hold his hand." You're only 17 yet you have went through things that you should'nt had to ." Johnny hugs Becca and Becca hug him back.

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Homelander walks out of Ryan's room from tucking him and gifting with a Phone. Becca is standing out at the door waiting for him." You need to leave ." Homelander shake his head ." You know I've missed milestones with my boys , I told you I'm not missing anything else so let's see what you made for dinner." Homelander walks down and sees Johnny sitting at the table.

"John jr . About time you came out of your room I have to say I thought I had to drag you out ." Johnny looks down . Homlander slams his fist on the table ." Look at me when I talk to you ." Johnny looks up . Homelander rubs his cheek." There go those big eyes , now did you take that pill." Johnny nods . "Good now go upstair I'll be there in 5 minutes. Jade make her way down.

"Homelander we need to talk." He smiles." Speak sweetheart." Jade gets in his face." Leave my boyfriend alone." Homelander looks at her and at Becca. "Wow...this is how William is about you Rebecca. He stands up towers over Jade." Now I don't how you talk to billy but I won't have it nexttime you piss me off...John jr is coming back with me this time I'll use him until he dies." He walks up the stairs and opens the door to Johnny's room.

"I see you are ready to be milked ." Johnny slowly takes off his shirt and pants." Homelander pulls him in his lap." Now this is going to be awhile ." He lowers his mouth to Johnny's peck . He silently moans as he feels the milk leaving his chest . Homelander switches to the other one . He pulls down his pants and inserts his self into Johnny's buttocks . He grinds slowly up and down. He he grabs johnny's penis and begins to jerk it .

"Now make a big mess for Daddy . "Johnny did'nt but his body played along with it . Soon Homelander picked up the pace." I want to hear you moan Dollface come on scream for Daddy. He thrust to hard causing Johnny to moan softly . Johnny begin to cry and Homlander started to gently thrust . "Daddy did'nt mean be to rough , now be a good boy and take his load."

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Johnny lay there as Homelander lays next venting about the new member of the seven that he hates. Johnny speaks up." Ho...Da..Dad?" Homlander looks at him." Just call me John , it feels weird having your playtoy call you daddy ." Johnny replies." Can you please stop doing this to me ?" Homelander laughs." What do you mean ." Johnny points." What you just did to me ...it's gross amd disgusting." Homelander gets angry ." You're mine I decide when it's enough ."" I already took powers your ability to walk do I have to take somethjng else ." Johnny shake his head.

Homelander leans and kisses him ." Good because you are so tight ,I mean the little noises you make when you know jizz .so...I tell you what you take three days recharge and I'll be back okay. He says as he grabs johnny's cock rubbing it . Johnny tear up and nods." Good now no more of this stupid talk .

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Becca begin helping johnny to relearn how to walk. He failed for the first few times . But he got the hang of it. Ryan tried to get close to his older brother but Johnny would get distant. Jade notice and decided to talk with Johnny. "Hey babe , can I talk to you ?" She lays next to Johnny as he prepares his cot under the bed . " what is it Jade ?" Jade grabs his hand gently . "Ryan really wants to get to know you he's a really a good kid ."

Johnny signs . "I don't know give me time please ." Jade respomds." He's not Homelander just like you are'nt ." Johnny glares." Never say that again never compare me to him." Jade throws her hand in the air." That's not what I'm saying , it's obvious you blame him for the reason you grew up without Becca or for Homelander rapin...- . Johnny throw a lamp . He starts throwing things all over the place. Jade runs and grabs Becca.

Johnny is freaking out ." YOU LISTEN ,NO ONE KNOWS THE PAIN I'VE BEEN THROUGH IS FOR YOU . YET YOU BLAME ME FOR NOT GETTING CLOSE TO MY BROTHER ,. NEWS FLASH EVERYTIME I SEE HIS FUCKING FACE I'M REMINDED HOW MY FATHER FOR YEARS ABANDONED ME , HOW MY MOTHER LEFT TO RAISE HIM . MY BIOLOGICAL FATHER SEES ME NOTHING MORE OF A SEX SLAVE !!!"

Jade and Becca walks in as Johnny curls into a ball . Becca cries." I'm sorry , I'm sorry I failed you . Johnny you are the best thing that ever happend to me and I left you I hurt you the most you can hate me but, Ryan please don't hate him he is a loving boy and good hearted please he does'nt deserve that . Johnny just cries . "I don't know how to feel, how to love anymore . I don't know if I have sex if I'm consenting or not. I second guess myself . My mind Mom , he preyed on my mind now I don't know...if I liked it or not ." He looks up at Becca ." Why don't neither one of my Dads view me as a person , why am I a freak?"

Becca comforts him and brings her to him to her bedroom and like when he was a kid , he lays by herside. "Tell me what did Homelander do to you." Johnny looks at Becca and tells her the truth. "Mom ,he ...he ... raped me mom he hurt me really bad." Becca hugs him and cries as she remembers what she went through first it was her now her son. "My baby boy I'm sorry . "

Johnny continues." I escaped once the he found me and brought me back and Paralyzed me so I would'nt run away then insert a chip that prevents me from using my powers and he forces me to take pills that fefills his sick fetish. "Sometimes he would be rough just to hear me scream when I was still mute ." Becca wonders how had his vocal cords repaired. Johnny tells her how Billy found him and brought him to the hospital but Homelander found him and brought him back to vought and gave him surgery.

"He did it because he wanted to hear me scream and cower under him and beg which I did thst did nothing got him off more ." Becca just listens as her son tells her what happend . Johnny finishes and cries." Mom am I going to hell ?" Becca hugs him." No, you are an angel , it wasn't your fault how about you come with me and you cam talk to my therapist okay?"

Johnny agreesand he falls asleep like when he was a kid in Becca's arms . Now that he had revealed his trauma to Becca now it's time for the healing process.