Your celebrity crush.

The interview

2 Months later, the day finally came when I would meet Billie and participate in one of her interviews. My friend was nice to drive me as I didn't have a licsense yet and I was very thankful for it. During the entire drive we had a conversation about the moment that just were about the happen. My heart was racing, the adrenaline was incredibly high from what I could feel. When the car parks, my gaze wonders up to the building I soon was gonna walk in to. I swallowed hard before my gaze turned to my friend beside. "I'm so fucking nervous and happy at the same time, i'm probably gonna burst out in tears!" I mention with a sigh, biting my lower lip while holding eye contact as my friend started speaking. "It will go just fine Y/N, just be yourself!" She adds, her hand placing over my shoulder to reassure me. By swallowing hard I slowly nodded in answer, unbuckling my seatbelt. "I'm gonna die." Is what I manage to say before the car door shuts behind me. My steps towards the building was fast and all diffrent kinds of emotions was bubbling in my stomach.

Finally I find the courage to open the large door to the building, stepping inside to look around. Greeted by a long corridor in the studio I see a taller man standing by one of the doors, waving me in his direction. While raising an eyebrow my legs started moving in his direction, shown to a larger room. When I step in after the man my eyes widen when I catch the sight of her. My hands quickly covered the mouth and my eyes shut open. Billie fucking Eilish were standing just meters away from me and I must look like a fool, completely frozen and in shock. Even tho I get a quick smile from her as she starts walking towards me, I kept in a frozen state, just watching her as she approached. The sight brought tears in my eyes, when she stood just inches away my tears started to run down my cheeks.

Without hesitation my arms wrapped around her tightly, happy tears freely running down my cheek. "Shh, you're okay." I could hear her whisper into my ear and she quickly returned the hug and held me close. What felt like forever I slightly pull back, wiping the tears with the sleeve of my hoodie as I met her ocean blue eyes. "I'm sorry for causing a scene, such a bad impression." My lips form in a happy smile, sniffing a bit. Billie looks at me with heartful eyes, shaking her head. "No need to be sorry sweetheart, I understand that you're overwhelmed." Billie mentions, guiding me to sit down by the table where the interview was gonna be handled. I let out a shaky breath, my hands clenched together as I sit down by the table. "You mean so much to me, like the reason i'm alive". My voice filled with emotion as I said the words, my eyes finding hers.
"Oh sweetie, i'm glad to hear that. What's your name?" Billie asked, her gaze lingering on my eyes for a moment to wait for my respond. Her eyes were both mezmerizing, beautiful and that made me smile even wider. "I'm Y/N!" I answer with affection, starting to get lose of my nerves in her presance.

Billie looked over at Y/N, smiling softly as she nodded. When the interviewer took place by the table she looked over at him, resting her chin in the palm of her hand. She waited for him to start, as soon as he did, Billie started talking and answering the questions that was asked. She adjusted her Oakley glasses.

I found her attractive as always but I push my thoughts away, focusing on the moment ahead, listening to them both chatting over the table. I smiled from ear to ear, licking my sudden dry lips before my eyes widen when I got a question asked. "So Y/N, do you have any crush at the moment?" The interviewer asks, my eyes kept being wide by the sudden question. I flicker my eyes between Billie and him, considiring to answer or not. "Uhm.. I can't say that." Escapes from my lips, hesitating to really say the answer when my crush literally is beside me.
"Come on Y/N, i'm curious!" Billie teases, looking over at me with a small grin. My voice almost hitches when she looks at me like that, my body almost shiver by the sight. I hesitate once more before letting out a sigh. "Well.. it's weird. But it's you Billie." I say with a nerve, my gaze dropping to my hands that are fidgetting. I could feel that her eyes still was on me and that made me question myself.

"Oh yeah? Is that so?" Billie smirks, biting her lower lip before adjusting the glasses once more. She sees the nod Y/N gives her and that fulfills her thoughts too. "That's cute." She adds before another question comes right up from the interviewer, making her to listen to him again.
"Billie, what would your favourite type of lunch be?" - He says again, waiting an response. Billie presses her lips together before looking around. "Well... What if I tell you it's inapproproate?" She answers, rolling her thumb against her lip.

"What's that supposed to mean?" I then speak up, raising one of my eyebrows to question her, not really in the state of understanding. When she looked at me I could sence a mix of hunger and softness that made me swallow.
"Maybe i'll have to show you later.." I can hear her say across the table and my jaw almost drops, my mind racing with imaginations. "I-.." My voice hitches, not really knowing what to say or express.

About an hour later when the interview had come to an end they both thanked me fore joining and I gently thanked them too for inviting me. I slowly adjusted my skirt as I stood up from the chair, dragging one hand through my hair. My gaze then shifts upwards when Billie suddenly is standing right beside me.

Billie looks at me with a light smile, crossing her arms with a smooth motion. She studied Y/N for a moment before taking a breath to speak up. "I was just gonna ask, maybe you would wanna come to a party tonight with me and some of my friends? I thought this was little time for you to spend with me and I really wanna be with my fans. So, what do you say?"