According Justice

Sunday

(December 21st) 

We arrived at his house. I went inside with him. We walked upside to his room. Victoria and Blake seen us. Blake: Stella you're really having a baby? Me: yes. Victoria: That's exciting. Me: yeah it is. Noah: tell mom and dad that I'll be at Stella's if they need me. Blake: you aren't leaving for good are you? Noah: No. (Noah packed up some clothes and some other things. He hugged his brother and sister then we went back to his car and took off to my house. Me: so how long do you think I can keep this pregnancy a secret? Noah: probably for another four or five months. Me: yeah I'll still be in school then, and people will talk. Noah: and they will never know it's his. Me: yeah that's a good thing. (When we got back to my place we watched the movie In your eyes. I fell asleep around 3:00. I woke up around 10. I sat up coughing. Noah rolled over. Me: It's ok it's just a little cough. Noah: it's my fault I kept you out late. Me: yeah but I was willing to come with you. I'll be fine. Some cold medicine and some soup and tomorrow I'll be even better....well can't really take medicine I have to ask a doctor and I don't have one. Noah: ask your mom to make you an appointment tomorrow. I'll take you. Me: yeah sure. (I got up to go talk to my mom but when I got to the main part of the house no one was home. So I went into the kitchen and started to make some breakfast. Noah came into the kitchen a few minutes later. He sat on a bar stool watching me.) Me: what? Noah: I can't wait to see this every morning. Seeing my beautiful woman in the kitchen. Me: got to keep my man happy. (I was making eggs, bacon, toast and pancakes. The door bell rang.) Me: Noah will you get that please? Noah: yes ma'am. (then he winked at me. Noah opened the door and the crew was at the door.) Noah: hey come on in. (They all walked in.) Me: hey y'all what's up? Lauren: just wanted to see you. Me: how sweet. Riley: Lauren and I can help, boys go play some video games. Luke: Will do. (The boys walked off.) Riley: so how'd the dinner go? Me: horrible. Noah's dad called me a little whore. He's staying with me until the break is over with. Riley: Noah's dad sounds like a dick. Me: trust me his is. (We finished making breakfast and we sat at the table when the door bell rang again.) Me: i got it. (I walked to the door and Charlotte and Chase were standing outside.) Me: oh hey. Charlotte: Hey can we come in? Me: umm sure. Charlotte: I should of said something last night but I didn't until later and I'm so sorry. Me: thanks come on we are eating some breakfast now. (They followed me into the dinning room.) Me: look who's here. Noah: hey mom, hey Chase what do you want? Me: they want peace. Come on sit and eat with us. (They sat down.) Charlotte: Stella I've only just met you not too long ago and I know you are a kind hearted young woman. Whatever you need we have it covered. Me: oh no I can't let you do that. Charlotte: you're dating Noah so you're family. Me: thanks Charlotte so much. Noah: what does dad have to say about this? Charlotte: he doesn't know yet. Noah: oh he'll be so pissed. Charlotte: yeah so? Me: yeah anyways I'm going to my first appointment tomorrow. Riley: that's good. Me: yeah I want to make sure everything is good. Charlotte: will you tell me how it goes? Me: of course. (We finished eating. Charlotte stayed a little bit then left. I finished washing the dishes and flopped on the couch.) Me: so what are y'all doing tonight? Riley: nothing. Lauren: not crap. Carson: nothing. Luke: noting at all. Chase: nothing. Me: good sleep over? Group: yes. (I know what you're thinking a bunch of teens having a sleepover like really what is this 2005? Well leave me alone. Sleepovers are fun.) Me: we have to have a great break. (My parents came home around 2. The group left but they would be back around 5. I took Chase home. He would be back later. Noah had to go to the shop to check on things down there.) Chase: Stella? Me: yes? Chase: you're not a whore. Me: you think so? Chase: of course you're not. How many guys have you been with? Me: two. Chase: when did you lose your v-card? Me: at 16. Chase: see not a whore. Me: thanks at least you don't think so. Chase: never. I don't know the guy that did the horrible things to you but if I find out who he is he might end up in the hospital. Me: you have to get in line first. (I pulled up to his house, he got out and waved bye. I was driving home when I felt sick. I pulled over got out and got sick. Yeah that was fun getting sick in front of people driving by. When I got home I went straight to the bathroom and took a shower. Noah showed back up. He knocked on the bathroom door.) Me: come in....how's the store. (Noah sat on the toilet.) Noah: it's good. I had to check the stock real fast and here I am. Me: good good....so feeling dirty? Noah: hmmm a little. Me: come on you get in. (He started to strip and got in.) Noah: damn. Me: what? Noah: this is the first time I've seen your body. Me: and? Noah: so so so gorgeous. Me: well live it up before I get really fat. (Noah kissed my neck.) Noah: babe even when you get so big that you can't even see your toes I'll still be loving your body. Me: oh hush. Wash my back loser. (We got done showering, got out and he wrapped a towel around me. He wrapped a towel around himself, picked me up, locked the door and carried me to the bed. We started to make out.) Me: it's crazy how we've been going out for almost ten days and we are having a baby. (Noah smiled and kissed me. We laid around until 5.)