Dear Diary

Entry 12

Hi

We are done with I Need You shooting.

I have seen Hyung smile more lately.

I should be happy right he is smiling more but I am not.

I am not cause I ain't the one who makes him smile like that.

I am just so frustrated .

I -

I am being impatient

I need to focus

I need to focus

I will get to him .

I will get him.

.

.

.

Will I ?

Will be stay by my side ?

I-

I am fuckin useless.

I can't make him smiled like he does

I can't -

Ughhhh

Shut up shut up fucking shut up you dumb fuck brain..

You fucker you ....stop making me so feel unworthy ..

I....I ...am not unworhty.

I ...am...not...