Entry 13

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I hate it

The way I have been feeling.

I crave attention of his

Yet at same time I dread it.

Everyone is just ... I hate everyone except him.

I hate when they surround me

It suffocates me

Can I sleep ?

And not wake up

Can I just

Do nothing for once ?

And just breathe .

I don't know....I don't know how I am supposed to feel ...all ..keep telling me to feel ...trust me I want to ...but I feel my heart is fuckin numb.

I - what am I supposed to do ?

I should sleep

Sleeping would help

Won't it?

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