Just cleared out the garage. Mostly holiday crap moved to the new shed. Well, about half of it actually, the rest is random.
I look like the chick in that commercial deflated on the couch ever since she started smoking pot.
Bullshit advertising of the 90s still going on about how weed is bad. This is how you look after a long day of arduous working and you need to smoke a bowl.
I freak out on weed but I support everyone's God given right to put whatever they want in their body or carve it up and decorate how they please.
Anyway, I got a ton of shit to sell now. It's like Christmas came early.
It's night now. I am beat. I want my bf really bad. That's just typical of me even when I get super busy. I don't want to have to pick a YouTube video to fill the void of loneliness tonight.
So many miles I'm gonna have to drive and I barely know how to function behind the wheel. I won't know tired until I've gone through that. I'm retarded behind the wheel and that's why I almost killed myself crashing into another guy.
I don't know how I'm going to get to this dude. But I'm going to. It's a thousand miles. I guess I could Uber. I'll walk if I have to. Not really that would really hurt my legs.
But man who wants to date a loser guy with no car and can't drive? I have to prove to him that I am both hot and a functional human being with a brain and not a total himbo.
At least I'll never be that woman I saw on the news flipping under an overpass going a hundred and forty in Los Angeles today. Holy shit there are crazy people in this world. Cops chasing her. They had to scrape her off the pavement. She flew straight out.
Well my brother and me went over a hundred on the highway before but the road was empty. Then there was the time we almost flipped driving home crossfaded. I'd never do some crazy shit like that again.
There are so many times I should have died and I'm still here.
And there is definitely one thing I will never do on my life, get an AI to make up a video of myself and another person hugging or doing anything like that. I just saw a commercial for that on YouTube. It's like having an AI partner. Power to you if it helps you get through but man. You've got to know it isn't real and it's just another addition on the long list of what people do to cope. If it were me I think I would feel even worse.
Although I suppose it's not much different from watching YouTube videos. It really isn't company. It's meant to distract from the lack of it in my case. It can't fill the hole.
