Closer than this

You and I

Jimin dried himself off after his shower and looked down at his stomach,since learning he was pregnant it seemed to have puffed out a little.
"Are you comfy in there my baby? I'll get you fed in a bit.I could eat one of the meals your daddy cooks right now......if we were a real couple he would be cooking so much food and probably not letting me do much .....I haven't told him about you yet ......just for a while I want to have you to myself.....I'm scared he will want to keep you without me,but I will put up a fight. I know he should know you too but we can't be like my parents so we will have to sort some arrangement out for visitation. Don't worry baby,just because we won't be married doesn't mean we won't love you as much as a couple would,in fact you will have so much love you will be amazed.
A knock on the door came and Jimin hurriedly put on a robe." Dinner time baby "
Jimin swung the door open expecting to see his food delivered instead a familiar face stared back at him.
"Jungkook?w-why are you here?How are you here?"
"Are you going to let me in?" Jungkook asked while his eyes ran over Jimin hungrily.
"No....I think we know where we stand.....please leave."
"No,"
"This is a hotel.....for guests......I...I'm trying to enjoy a well earned break!"
"I'm a guest...in fact I'm right next door to you."
"Why?"
"Because we need to talk."
"Do we? I think we said what we needed too weeks ago"
"No we didn't ........"
Jimin suddenly heard a trolley being pushed towards them.
"That's my dinner so if you'll excuse me...."
A staff member stopped at the doorway," dinner sir?"
"Yes put it over there please,"
He turned to indicate where and Jungkook walked right in as well.
Not wanting to create a fuss in front of anyone  Jimin waited until the door closed after the waiter,before turning to Jungkook hands on hips until he realised that it brought Jungkooks eyes downwards and he didn't want him seeing his rounded tummy.
Instead he grabbed some oversized sweats and sweatshirt and quickly dressed in the bathroom checking that nothing showed before he went out.
"Your still here?excuse me I'm hungry,"
Jimin put the dishes on a small table in the room and sat with his back to Jungkook and started to eat.
"Your really going to sit there and eat?!"
"I really am," Jimin muttered
"Look.....I didn't say things properly before...I...."
"Can you let me eat in peace..." Jimin muttered although actually he felt a little queasy.
Jungkook was stunned,he'd imagined a glorious reunion Jimin apologising for his stubbornness,he admitting he hadn't acknowledged what he felt...anything but this...."
"You're being rude..." he said to the smaller male feeling aggrieved.
Jimin gripped his cutlery before slamming it down and standing up.
"I'm being rude?this is my room ,my time ,my break away .You burst in here uninvited and play the alpha card being all moody because I don't want to talk?Well fuck you,I am nobodies puppet so just go and leave me in peace for gods sake,all the peace and calm I have felt has vanished after you being here five minutes,go away!!!!"
Jungkook stepped forward unused to being spoken to like that.
"I came to apologise to admit my wrongs but maybe I was being too generous,you're just a brat who....."
He stopped as Jimin went pale and started retching covering his mouth and running to the bathroom slamming the door.
Jungkook could hear him throwing up continuously,his wolf whined and he felt uneasy.
"Jimin....whats wrong,are you ill......of course you are you're being sick.....,Jimin?"
"Go....away..."
"No,not while you're like this,I'll get the manager to call a doctor!"
"No......there's nothing the doctor can do for this..." Jimin mumbled.
""W-what...."
"Just go will you,I need to rest,I don't need a doctor for this.......I know what tho do and right now your not helping."
Jungkook felt like his chest hurt,Jimin was ill and he said the doctor couldn't help?It was serious like Jin thought....that hospital letter.......
"Jimin......we can find a specialist....there must be someone who can help,I swear I'll find someone,I won't give up on you,You and I were meant to be,we can't waste any more time,arguing about being mates,being a couple,I want to spend every minute with you....this is wrong fate can't be so cruel to take you away from me just when I realise I love you,I understand why you left I didn't give you the answer you wanted,but I see it now......damn it Jimin you have to fight this illness,your strong,you can beat it and I'll be right by your side but you have to fight it,don't give into it...Jimin....can you hear me?"
The door opened and a pale Jimin walked out staring at Jungkook a faint smile on his face.
"You just said you loved me ..."
"Yes,yes I know....are you ok,do you have painkillers? You sure the doctor can't do anything?"
"There's not much point in seeing one when I know what it is..."
"They must be able to help,look at you being sick looking pale......"
"It's normal..."
"Why are you so calm about it ? I'm freaking out inside and you just stand there accepting it!!"
"Jungkook what exactly do you think is wrong with me?"
"I don't know I'm not a doctor but it's probably incurable or at a bad stage because your not fighting it your just accepting your fate !"
Jungkook paced back and forth as he ranted running his hands through his hair in frustration.
"Calm down,it will be over in a few months"
"Calm down!calm down....a few months oh god no !"
Suddenly Jimin giggled ,then burst out laughing bending over as he couldn't stop,
"Jungkook stop.....I'm not dying,is that what you thought!!"
"Y-you're not....what is it then?"
"Jungkook I'm pregnant with your pup....!"
"You're not dying..you're just pregnant....WHAT PREGNANT!!!!!!!"
He looked at Jimin who weirdly seemed to be blurry,
"Pregnant," he murmured before slumping to the ground as an echoey 'Jungkook!' Sounded then things went black.
He came to on the floor his head on Jimins leg who was sat next to him sprinkling water from a glass in his face.
"Oh thank goodness!"
"Eugh! What happened..."
"You fainted,I couldn't pull you up so I sat with you..."
Jungkook frowned then realisation hit him.
"You're pregnant"
"Yes"
"With my pup""
"Yes"
"You tried pulling me up what were you thinking!!oh god hang on..."
He sat up and got up bending to help Jimin whose leg had gone dead from sitting there.
"Be careful Kookie"
"Let me help you"
Both spoke at the same time but eventually just stood there in front of each other.
Jimin nervously twisted his fingers and bit his bottom lip.
Jungkook looked at him studying every feature before his eyes dropped then he carefully lifted Jimin's sweatshirt gasping as he saw the little bulge there. He splayed his hand across it possessively then pulled the top down.
He put a finger under Jimin's chin lifting it before saying harshly.
"Were you going to tell me or just get rid of it?"
"What?"
"Well you must have known before you left there was a hospital letter in Jins desk,did you come here hoping to keep it a secret and kill my pup?"
Jimin gasped,"you think I'd kill my baby......?you think I am capable of that.....you profess to love me and foolishly I believed you,it's all I wanted all my life...I didn't come here to kill my baby I came here to figure out how best we could do this with a broken relationship,how we could both be parents civilly......You really do have a low opinion of me don't you......go,right now before I call security..."
Jungkook saw the devastation in Jimins face and realised belatedly what a huge mistake he'd just made.
"Jimin I...."
Jimin walked to the door opening it," go," he said dully not looking at the alpha.
Jungkook hesitated then walked to the door.
"I'll let you rest we will speak tomorrow. "
Jimin said nothing and just closed the door as soon as Jungkook walked out going to his room next door.
"Shit!!!" He yelled throwing himself on the bed" you're a damn idiot Jungkook always leading with your mouth without thinking it through!!"
He sat up spying the minibar .Staling across to it he drank down one little bottle after another then started on the beers and soju.
After a while everything seemed fine in his befuddled head,Jimin was just cross he would talk with him and they would live happily ever after....he giggled,he was going to be a daddy! In that happy thought he passed out,not hearing when Jimin left his room hurriedly or the squeal of his taxis tyres as he drove off into the night heading home.
It was late morning when a loud knocking woke Jungkook
"Room service!"
He got up groggily his head banging as he swung the door open,
"My rooms fine," he muttered stopping sharply as he heard someone hoovering in Jimins room.
He hurried there," Jimin...?"
"Excuse me sir we have to clean here for the next occupant."
"Next....?where is the man who was in here ?"
"I understand he left last night ...."
"Fuck!!"
Ignoring their shocked looks he stormed back to his room calling Yoongi.
"Get me a flight back asap!"
"What he isn't there?"
"He jumped ship last night after throwing me out."
"Throwing you out?er so you didn't tell him you loved him. ?"
"Yes I did....,but I kinda messed up,I accused him of wanting to kill our child,"
"You....Jimins pregnant?!?!and you what??are you fucking nuts man,Jimin couldn't kill a fly let alone his own baby !!!!!!"
"I FUCKING KNOW !!!!....my mouth didn't so now I've got to fix this so get me a damn flight!!"