There's church dances coming up. Will I see you there? If I do, what would I say? What if I break down crying when I see you again? It's only a matter of time before we run into each other at one of these activities. It's not exactly a huge number of people. What will you say when you see me? Will you ignore me, pretend I don't exist? Will you say hi as if we've just me, as if we weren't friends for a year and a half? Or will you just never come to an activity again?
I don't what hurts more; the idea that I'll never see you again or the thought that you might see me and then ignore my existence or act like we've never met. I don't want to hurt you again, but I'm scared I'll hurt forever if we don't become friends again. But I promised I wouldn't contact you. So I'll wait until you feel ready to try again, even if I wait until I die. I don't want to never talk to you again...
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Emotional Shit
Non-FictionJust some random (not random) stuff I wrote about a person that doesn't matter to me (they matter a lot and I can't stop thinking about them and missing them)
