Why do you follow me if you're going to ignore me and refuse to read the apology letter wrote for you? Why haven't you blocked me on here and on your Nintendo Switch? Why do you keep doing things that give me false hope? It's not like think we should be friends again, just want you to know l'm sorry for the shit did. I want to leave off on good ternms, where if we see each other somewhere we can stand to be in the same room. I want to be able to say "hi" at activities without being scared you're going to ignore me or tell me to leave you alone.
Is it too much to ask for you to stop making it hurt more? I've been suffering for 169 days. Do you know how hard it's been? still get the urge to text you. I want to ask you how your day's been. I want to be the one you talk to when your life gets hard. But guess it's too late to be there for you. It's too late to make you feel heard and safe. I just wish you'd let me apologize for everything did..
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Emotional Shit
Non-FictionJust some random (not random) stuff I wrote about a person that doesn't matter to me (they matter a lot and I can't stop thinking about them and missing them)
