I keep breaking down. I don't have people I can text whenever I want to that I trust completely anymore. I don't know how to trust new people. Maybe it was a mistake to let you into my walls. It feels like it now. But back then, you were all I had. You were my everything. You were the person who meant I didn't forget how to smile or laugh. You were the first one to give me a laugh attack since like 2021. I thought I was your friend.
There are so many songs that make me cry over you. I hate everything that happened. I hate the feeling of not being friends. I hate that I know it was all my fault. But I never have and never will hate you.
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Emotional Shit
NonfiksiJust some random (not random) stuff I wrote about a person that doesn't matter to me (they matter a lot and I can't stop thinking about them and missing them)
