My Precious Memories About Him

I Love you... please don't leave me...

Mahal ko siya...

This past 6 years naging manhid ako sa feeling ko sa kaniya, manhid ba talaga ako? or its just that... I'm afriad of risking our friendship...

Its been 5 years since he left from the Philippines to Australlia for some bussness, and here I am on the way to the air port.. susundoin ko siya.

And I think its about time... that.. I admit my feelings to him.

pagdating ko sa air port, unang una kong nakita si Prinz.. he hasn't change, hes still the Prinz way back 5 yeas ago..

Niyakap niya ako ng maigting..

" Weell... Prinz.. umm.. argg.. I have a good news for you... " nauutal kong sabi.

WHAT? did I just start a conversation by saying i have a GOOD NEWS? seriously? is that even a good news? saying to ur one and only bestfriend that you have been loving him from these past 6 years?

" Good to hear Chamine, I Have a good news too.. " sabi niya.

" talaga lang ah? Haha  " 

tinawagan niya ang isang napaka-gandang babae...

" Charmine... girlfriend ko nga pala, si Zoey, we have been dating for 2 years " - Prinz

nagulat ako... hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko... saglit akong natulala, at bumalik kaagad ako sa realidad..

" Hi, I'm Zoey nice to meet u, if I'm not mistaken you Charmine? " 

" Y-yes I'm Charmine.. nice to meet u too... " 

" I followed your advice, at kaboom, gumana nga, Haha. aren't you happy for me? " 

" Of Course im HAPPY for you. " mahina kong sabi.

nakita ko ang mukha ni Prinz na parang nagulat sa sinabi ko...

" Ahh.. haha. so what was your good news again? " 

" Ahh... ehh... Wala, not that big, i just got promoted to my work, yun lang.. " 

As Time goes... 

Palagi na lang namin kasama si Zoey, shes very observative to me... kaya.. maingat ako na hindi ipinahalata na may nararamdaman ako kay Prinz...

until One day...

my parents called me...

pumunta ako sa bahay nila... and they decided that i'll be engage to a guy that i don't even know. well.. I accepted the proposals of my parents having me married...

I think... this is for the best...

when i was at the car, i held my phone. and send a text message to Prinz...

* TEXT MESSAGE *

Prinz I think, mauunahan kita, I'm engage I'll be getting merried... this May. Thank you for everything my BESTFRIEND, sana umatend ka, i liked to see u on my Special day.

* END TEXT MESSAGE *

Its been 2 days... i never got to contact Prinz since the day that i have send him that text message...

unti... one day... Zoey texted me...

To: Charmine

Dear Charmine, I liked to tell you that Prinz is in a Bad condition he had an accident...

                                                                                        From: Zoey

Nagulat ako..dumeresto kaagad ako sa  Hospital...

sa labas ng pintuan ni Prinz nakita ko ang doctor at si Zoey..

nakita kong umiling ang doctor.. at lumingon saakin si Zoey..

" Charmine... I need to talk to u... " malungkot na sabi ni Zoey

" O-ok.. " sagot ko

" mahal ka niya... " 

" mahal ako? wh-what do u mean..? " gulat kong tugon sa kaniya.

" Mahal na Mahal ka ni Prinz.. " 

" Pero kayo ni Prinz... " 

" We were pretending to be a couple, gusto niyang makita kung parehas kayo ng nararamdaman sa isa't isa... but... nakita niya sa iyo na gusto mong maging magkaibigan parin kayu.. kaya itinuloy niya,,, until u send that message, he breaks down, he drunk himself, sinadya niyang salubungin ang truck... i think.. u better talk to him now.. its not to late u know...? " 

after Zoey told me about that... tatakbo akong pumasok sa room ni Prinz...

He's face looks Peaceful but deep inside and out hes in Pain,...

Lumapit ako... nakalimutan ko tuloy na bawal lumapit ang visitors sa patient...

Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya...

nakita ko ang pagbigkas sa labi niya ang salitang...

" I love you.. " mahinang sabi ni Prinz

" I love you too.. " naiiyak kong sabi.

and he asked me.. if i counld be hes girlfriend and I replied..

" YES ... " sagot ko sa kaniya. tulad ng una naming pagkikita.

he showed me hes little cute smile, way back 6 years ago when i first met him...

I kissed his soft Lips.. ramdam ko ang init ng labi niya..pati ang paghinga niya... i couldn't stop my tears from pouring.. until.. i couldn't feel him breathing.. hes heart stopped from beating.. 

time got slow for me..

uti-unti niyang binitawan ang kamay ko...

i coundn't do anything..

after several hours passed.. the doctor.. said that...

" i'm sorry. " mahinang sabi ng doctor habang umiiling.

Lumabas ako ng Hospital...

tumulo ang luha ko... kasabay nito ang paiyak ng langit... dumaloy ang malamig na hangin na para bang may yumakap saakin...

alam ko sa sarili ko, na si Prinz yun...

" I LOVE YOU... PRINZ " sigaw ko, naririnig ko lang ang pag-echoo ng sinabi ko.habang tumutulo ang luha ko.

habang sa pagdaloy ng hangin uting utin kong nararamdaman na... wala na siya...

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