BTS' Eighth Member(Kim Taejun)

92. Please don't Leave

"Juuunnnn!!"

Hobi yelled out with all his might and ran towards the railings before gripping onto Taejun's little hand. He and Taejun began crying profusely.

He was leaning over the railings while she was dangling dangerously from the high building.

"Jun, why did you do this?" Hobi cried.

"Just let me go hyung. Let me die as well!" Taejun shouted and cried out loud.

"I'm not letting you go. I won't let you leave me" Hobi tried to pull her up.

"You also tried to leave me too. Just let go of me!" Taejun shouted again and began pulling her hand away. She wasn't afraid to die not with everything she has seen in her little life.

Hobi shook his head stubbornly and began to pull her up with all his might.

"Hold on tight Jun ah, don't let go, please" Hobi begged, his heart beating loudly. Taejun kept on struggling for him to let go, but, Hobi was determined to pull the stubborn girl back up and after struggling for 5 minutes, he pulled her up and they both fell flat on the ground.

Taejun stood up and tried to run towards the railings again, but, Hobi held her by her wrist and dragged her back forcefully. She began to cry and struggle with him, but, he didn't let her go. He succeeded in hugging her from behind, engulfing her small frame in a tight hug.

The collapsed on their knees and began crying loudly. Taejun turned around and buried her face in his neck and cried bitterly.

"I never should have thought of taking my life. I'm so sorry Jun ah" Hobi cried out as he hugged her tightly to himself.

"Why would you even think about that in the first place, huh? You think being called ugly is what killing yourself for?!" Taejun pulled away from the hug and shouted out in anger. Hobi froze as his eyes widened.

"Y-you K-knew why I was leaving the band?" Hobi stuttered in shock. Taejun sniffed and nodded.

"I over heard you telling the others a week ago. I avoided you because I didn't want to keep bing hurt by seeing you. I didn't want to be around you, so that I won't miss you too much. I even went back to my therapist to help with my anxiety, but, it didn't work because everytime I thought about that conversation, I just wanted to scream and stop you from leaving" Taejun cried afresh with Hobi.

"All my life I was called a cursed child. I was called ugly and some said I was possessed by demons. I was called the daughter of the devil. Some called me the devil himself just because of of my weird my colors. I had no one to call a friend, I had just myself!" Taejun shouted in pain and sorrow.

"God! I tried to hurt myself. I'm so selfish" Hobi cried as he hid his face in his hands. Taejun's eyes flashed in anger.

"Yes! You're selfish hyung. So selfish. You wanted to die and just leave us like that. Do you know how painful that sounds? Do you know that someone once died in front of me and I just watched like the useless kid I am?!" Taejun yelled at him, her eyes blazing with fury.

Hobi began to cry and plead for forgiveness. He was stunned as he didn't know anything of a sort. This was new.

"I hate you hyung! I hate you for trying to leave, for being so selfish! I'm never going to forgive you" Taejun cried. She didn't mean any of what she said, but, she was hurt, truly hurt. She hated it when people tried to take their lives. Was there anything worth taking your precious life for? There were people fighting to breath for second, and here was someone trying to take his. How Cruel.

Hobi's brain buzzed loudly as he registered her words. She hated him! She hated him! The rain began to fall heavily without warning. It was like the heavens was crying over their misery.