Lisa I Still Love You 《LISOO》

CHAPTER 1

"Hey....." I tried to say as she walked past me, she ignored me and caried on walking. Lisa I miss you come back to me I made a mistake but I love you! I want it to go back to the way we were supportive loving together...

"Jisoo baby you need to forget about her she's your ex don't forget that, she may be the one who got hurt but she broke you first!" My little sister jennie said with her arm slung over my shoulder, well she wasn't really my sister but she felt like one.

However it was really hard to talk to her recently as she had signed up for a new club i think it was called songwriting club, Lisa's best friend rose was also hard too catch lately . All four of us used to be best friends but when me and lilly I mean lisa broke up rose and lisa started hanging out more and me and jennie distanced ourselves from them.

"Yeah but jen I still love her with my whole heart and want her back I regret everything I ever did to hurt her even if it wasn't deliberate!" She goggled me for a minute, seemingly trying to form an answer that would not offend me.

"Yeah but... lilly has moved on already and I think you should too." She obviously immediately regretted informing me on this subject and flushed red, "did ... she tell you not to tell me ?" I asked sadly looking at my feet why couldn't we even be friends why couldn't my precious flower tell me this...

"Well yeah she did tell me not to tell you, as she has decided to move back to Thailand in a few months...." the last bit of her sentence came out in a feeble mutter but i still heard it, and what I heard , broke my heart again, no it didn't just make my heart break it made it shatter.

"What do you mean she's going back to Thailand in a few months..." I whispered tears welling in my eyes.
"Well I mean she's leaving to go back to Thailand soon she isn't loving Korea anymore..." jennie replied briefly glancing at my glass eyes, and fiddling with her fingers while nervously backing away from me as if I was a bomb.

"No.." I cried to myself, I felt jennies warm hug as she whispered reassurance to me to try calm me down but we both knew that wouldn't happen, I hiccuped and finally allowed the tears to roll down my bare cheeks and drip onto my shirt. Suddenly I squirmed out of jennies grasp and ran away toward Lisa's disappearing body.

"Tell me it isn't true, please Liz, I can't live without you don't go please don't go!!" I shouted while kneeling on the floor tugging at her jumper tears still rolling down my cheeks but starting to drip onto my jeans and onto Lisa's shoes, "Liz, please tell it isn't true..." I said finally calming down and resulting to begging.

Lisa didn't even look at me and flicked my fingers off of her jumper before kicking me out of the way and marching further down the hallway, but as I laided their on the hall floor rosè stepped back for a second and I swore I heard her say "I'm sorry soo but she really is moving back." This broke me more than I already was broken.

And after this I found myself landed under my bed covers crying to my sad play list while searching my camera roll for pictures of me and my baby Liz. I already miss her mandi face and sweet dreams she used to always talk about, like how she used to lay on the grass next to me kissing my lips and telling me about her dream to dance and make music.

"Hey soo I want to talk to you about our future, I want a beautiful baby girl who looks just like you so I can admire her like I do you, I want to be a dancer and look at you while I'm on stage and smile knowing you will always love me, I want to write songs about our story and find something special we can call our own, I want you to be with you forever baby I love you so much." This was what lisa said to me the day before we broke up she told me this with a huge genuine loving grin on her face and I reflected the same one back at her we were so happy but why couldn't it last.

I found myself bursting back into tears I miss my lisa so much she was my world why is she leaving I thought she loved me. "LIZ WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME!!!" I found myself shouting at the top of my lungs I loved her so much why did she leave me when I love her so much, I may not be able to give her all her hopes and dreams but I can try to give her happiness, that's all I can give her !!!!!

"Lisa can you love me again please it's all I want from you!!!" I yelled at the ceiling as if it had personally offended me, because it had it had laughed at me as I pined for lisa my one and only love, my one and only person to ever steal my heart nobody else would ever take it i will lock it up and away from everyone bug my lisa.

"Jisoo get your gay ass up!!!!!" My roomate seulgi said coming into my room, "oi can you please shut up its still early and I'm currently mourning the loss of my girlfriend who is going to move back her home country and has already moved on from me, seulgi give me some soju I need to drink on it!"

"Um no it's like 5 am and even though I haven't let you touch a bottle your ass still seems drunk!!!!"