Lisa I Still Love You 《LISOO》

CHAPTER 2

                                           1 YEAR LATER
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"Uh why can't I ever get up in the morning, I need to meet jennie today and if I'm late again she will flay me alive!" I said to myself, this often worked as good motivation to wake up everyday, I wouldn't get up if she wasn't so scary all the time.
Last time I didn't get up she drove me to a theme park at a fun surprise and left me on the horror clown ride.

I came out crying like a baby and it wasn't a good experience either, well I should probably get up so I don't recieve another surprise wether pleasent or not. Unwillingly i stood up infront of the mirror and looked myself up and down, this wasnt healthy but it was now  a habit i had and it was the same every morning. I would stand and stare at my thin pale body, remembering how i starved myself for weeks to achieve a body i would not mentally critique every time i saw myself.

Suddenly i remembered i had somwhere to be and dashed toward my wardrobe to pick out an outfit, today it would be nice for something retro, mabye a baggy shirt and jeans. Eventually i ended up picking out a white bag, black heels and a tight black and white mini dress  all of which i had bought at a store called christian dior that was located just down the road from the collage dorms.

Eversince she left to go back to thailand i found i could breath freely when i walked into the libary where we used to have study dates, that i could focus more and not constantly think about one person and since she left i had started dating again, i was now in a healthy relationship with my brothers (jins) bestfriend who i had now been dating for six months everything was perfect and i dont want it to change, especially as now rosie hangs out with us more.

i sprayed on some chanel perfume and proceeded to march out the door toward jennies dorm it was now the weekend so hopefully we could do something fun. I knocked on the door but with no answer, i knocked again still no answer come on either one of them should be up whether its rosie or jennie they were roomates after all and from what i knew rose never liked to be late anytime of the day and jennie disliked not waking up early as it made her feel like she was missing out on the day. SO WHY ARE THEY NOT ANSWERING THE DOOR!!!!!

I decided to bang even louder on that damn door and however eventually gave up and called rosies mobile phone. she picked up the call.

"Hey jisoo whats up?" she said in a sleepy voice.

"Whats up! Whats up im waiting outside to meet you two today but nobodys answering the door!"i yelled at the top of my lungs.

i heard some rumaging and then a gasp before rose hung up on me that was a very short phone call, but she hadnt answered me where were they why were they not outside this door ready to go on an exciting adventure. Suddenly i found myself sat down on the bench that was nearby and glancing at the flowers that surrounded it they were red rhodedendrums i sniffed at one of them the smell was hipnotic and a bit adictive.

Suprisingly a second later the door to rosie and jennies dorm slammed open and the  two girls piled out of it. "what happened to you?" i asked curiously.

jennie just flushed scarlet and backed away from rose as if embaresed to look at her rose mirrored her actions identically, this was odd but whatever they were finally here and we could finally go on a well decerved adventure.

"never mind lets just go!" i shouted grabbing both of them and dashing away quickly toward the cafe that was just down the road and along a little pathway. Today the cafe was rather quiet so we quickly got a table, it was a brown athstetic theme by the look of it and it was also one of my faverotes to visit as it was peaceful. lisa had also loved this cafe its where we had our first date but that was the past this is the present and in the present only rose me and jennie are here lisa left us a year ago and isnt coming back anytime soon, or mabye ever!

If that was the case i could happily marry my boyfriend after we graduate college and we can have two beautiful kids that we could raise together as our own, but wasnt that the same vision i had for me and lisa but now instead of her my boyfriend took her place in that teenage fantisy.

"quickly i snapped out of my thoughts and attempted to break  the awkward atmosphere forming between rose and jennie, " so guys what do  you want to order warm drink or cold drink?" they just looked at me both muttering their answer as if they didnt want the other one to hear. Something must have happened did they fight ? Maybe they did, we should proberally just get a coffee and then leave they looked tortured having to be near eachother so much for fun exiting activity...

"so what would you guys like to order?" a friendly waitress said as she pulled out a notebook to jot down our answers.

Jennie ordered a banana  milk, rose a green tea and me a pepsi it reminded me of a time i came here with a certain girl and she had ordered a pepsi i had laughed at her for it and she had just told me to try it one day to come here with special people and drink a pepsi aparently it made everything better whether you were sad or happy it improved your mood, i really miss that special someone i guess that why im ordering it, it just felt right...