A Kiss to my Need

You Have Me Now

Ray Pov

Soft lips press against mine. I let out a small gasp, surprised by the sudden action. My eyes connected with Sand's dark ones. I read them like a book, knowing what he wants. But something was different, like it was hidden within his eyes. Just before at the park...he explained a lot to me. I now understood where his mind was and I don't hold that against him. We both walked back to my house, talking along the way. When I was talking with Sand I felt so carefree, something I haven't in a long time. My mood lifted being next to Sand. I was happy.

"Ah~" I moaned softly when I felt him bite my ear. Something wet was tracing my neck and I knew exactly it was. I looked down and met with Sand. We are on my couch, in front of the house. If Nick comes back, I will be screwed.

I tapped Sand and I felt him stop. His dark eyes flashed up to me, looking a bit scared and worried. I chuckled from his expression.

"My room, if my roommate comes back. It won't be good," I breathe out in one go. His frowned expression returned with a smile. I suddenly felt hands around me. In one motion I was brought off the couch. I laughed in amusement. Sand being Sand.

Sand took his good time, walking very slowly to my room. He kissed me, almost everywhere he could reach. I held in any sounds that I wanted to release. I put my arms around his neck, showing him I want this too. This time is different, I don't need this. I want this. I could tell it was different, somehow.

"Ray...I don't wanna force you, if you're not wanting this," he sounded so worried that I almost couldn't take him seriously. I smiled to reassure him.

He gently laid me down on the bed. He was over me, looking directly into my eyes. He looked like he was asking for permission from me. I nodded, moving my hand to touch his. Something in his eyes turned, like he was ready so I let him. Sand leaned down and captured my lips in his. He was taking my breath away just with a single kiss.

Sand pov

I wanted to make sure Ray wanted this and I wasn't forcing him with anything. I didn't want to lose his trust or make him hate me. We both finally are starting to understand one another. I want to keep our relationship a good one. We need each other and there is no way I am letting Ray leave my life.

"Ah, Sand~" he moaned and a long shiver ran down my spine. Every time I marked his body, he let out a low moan.

My eyes watched his every moment. I kissed down his chest and backed up his neck. I didn't want to tease him like before knowing how mad Ray gets. I traveled up to his mouth and caught his lips with mine. I kissed him slowly, being in no rush. I could tell by the way he kissed back he wanted me to go faster. Kiss him harder to cover his need but I want him to have it in a different way. I know Ray has fucked and been fucked before, no doubt. Probably all those times he had it rough or was rough. So I'm slowing down showing a different side of the pleasure. One he could never forget.

"Please, Sand," he pleaded but I didn't listen. He was more desperate, the longer I kept this up. I continued to kiss him as I undid my belt. I slid down my jeans, throwing them to the floor. Ray's dark eyes watched my hands and everything I did.

I pulled off my shirt and he undressed himself too. I let his hands go and they rushed all over my body. I brought his head up so I could kiss him. He kissed back with a lot of force. I felt him whimper because I wasn't forceful. I chuckled under my breath.

"Sand~" he moaned out my name. I slowly pushed in and out. His moans reached peak level. The pleasure was so good and I wanted more. Ray had his eyes shut, gripping onto the sheets. He moaned with each movement, he was drowning in pleasure.

Our bodies moved against each other, trying to reach our highs. Sweat rolled down my face even though the air conditioner was running. Our grunts, moans were in sync. I could tell Ray's body was slowing down, him becoming so tired. With more moans we reached our peaks.

"Tired?" I said, already knowing the answer. Ray's face went to the brightest shade of red there is. I chuckled at his cuteness. He smacked my shoulder because I laughed at him.

We sat at his table, eating some food. It's about 11 p.m. and we both woke up after a good rest. I was teasing him about his moans and how the neighbors could hear. We're both enjoying our ramen together, just having a good time.

"You can't deny that it felt good," I said in the most teasing voice ever. He lifted his head up at him and scoffed. He sat back in his chair and crossed his arms over his chest. Is he so cute when he is pouting? I can't let this one go.

He smiled widely with his cute eye smile. It was adorable and it's printed in my mind.

"Sand?" he called and I looked at him. His smile dropped and I knew he wanted to say something.

"Yes? Go ahead," I said to him and he nodded.

"Are you going to leave me?" he asked and I could tell his voice was going quiet.I stood up, pushing my chair back. I walked to the other side of the table going in front of Ray. I kneeled down and took his hands into my own.

"I will never leave you, you're stuck with me. You have me now, okay?" I said and I saw some tears rolling down his face. I placed my hand on his cheek and slowly wiped them. His smile returned as he let out a chuckle. I will never let him go now.