A Madhouse diary - straykids fanfiction

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The exit was right there, right there, one minute you were running towards it's almost out the dormside foot into the common room area the next your small taste of success and freedom was snatched away like a 20 dollar wig from amazon and you were left groaning and winded on the floor.

Your vision blurred at you stared at the person hovering above you holding something , it looked like a weapon, an axe, baseball bat maybe? You didn't know , the only thing you knew was what was about to come next and the pain you were about to be in.

"Pathetic." Scoffed Changbin as he raised the weapon above his head and struck down on your hand chopping it right off with intense force making the halls ring with your cries of pain as blood gushed out your amputated spot as you wailed and screamt in pain(idk how that works)

Let the shock sink in , let the shock sink in, you repeated to yourself over and over and over again, but the blood. There was blood everywhere, your body spasmed in pain as you eyed your hand that laid lifeless on the growing pool of warm blood

Your body froze as you dropped into shock and soon enough you were knocked out cold. "Well wasn't that a tad bit too dramatic" commented hyunjin as he walked by, careful not to touch the pooling floor.

"You're one to talk" Scoffed the older male as he dragged along the weapon to a corner before taking your body into his arms, drenching himself in your blood. "And the arm?" The blonde male said with a grimace as he eyed the lifeless part that twitched every few seconds

"Give it to jeongin or something." Changbin waved as he started making his way down a hidden flight if stairs by the last door in the 1st floor.

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Nam y/n
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You flinched a bit as the drug hadn't fully kicked in so you still felt whatever was round you, although everything looked so vivid and colourful , maybe you just had to take more of the gummies he gave you.

Your leg goes still as a line severed by his knife in the gap of your knee. You dazingly looked at his blury face as a small smirk was on his face.

You don't really know how that had happened. Dr. Jeung was reported missing a few weeks before that, you started getting better until you weren't, Seungmin avoided you like the plague after you refused to have sex with him and you've been finding dead animals in your room.

Scared and paranoid you stared trying your best to find some healthy stimming ways but what was that in a place like stayzone.

Then he drew you in, with a promise of comfort and platonic love and understanding plus your only friend was ghosting you so you were more attention starved than ever.

His relaxing methods were... odd. Hang upside down, hold your breath until you feel like you're about to pass out, all you have to do is give yourself physical pain to balance out the emotional one.

So... it went from harmless methods to harmful ones, sometimes he'd draw lines with razors he had snuck in on your arms when he put you under the influence of a happy pill or whatever he called it. Would one call you masochist for enduring and getting used to the pain? Or would he get called a sadist for enjoying the power he got from inflicting pain into you.