Crazy In Love (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 4

~Zero's P.O.V~

To say that i wasn't afraid of what Spike wanted to talk to me about would be a giant fucking lie! Hyperventilating up in seventh period! Hello!? Need... air... Yes overexertion but it was needed. I wouldn't normally do this like... ever... but this is something hes been keeping from me and i need to know like.... right fucking now! Well at least it was last period. Spike was tapping his pencil against his table in front of me. Softly enough to not annoy the teacher but loud enough that i could hear. It was truly the most aggravating thing on this planet. More then my erg to know what he needed to talk to me about!

I put my hands on his shoulder and he grew stiff for a moment then apologized. At least the incessant tapping stopped!

"Alright, your homework is just the same project i've been talking about for a month now, for those of you who remember or even pay attention," Mr.Knocks sighed. Of course no one cared. Those who did either had ADD or truly couldn't get the work done. Spike was one of those ppl so i'd do the project for him and help him understand what i could help him understand. He'd do some and i'd do most of it but in the end he'd understand the majority of what i was saying. Putting him in all intensive classes would only make it worse so i tried helping him as much as i could. The studying and focusing was hard for him to do so i'd make it like a minecraft game for him and he originally laughed at the idea. Then he literally gaped at me when he realized it worked.

"Spike, Emily, and Zero i assume you are either done or are almost done with your project?" Mr.Knocks asked. I looked over to Emily and Spike and we all got up, handing our projects in to the teacher. He laughed and so did we while the rest of the class mumbled about forgetting or having better things to do behind us.

Spike and i walked out the doors of the school, not even bothering to go to our lockers since it was Friday. I never need my books because i finish my work during the weekend. Plus, all that time in the hospital with him and i got allot of work done. If they had made me sit in the waiting room, i would have paced and paced around with seven cups of coffee drained waiting for just a "hes okay" from anyone. Also, since my teachers know I'm just "that good" -not gloating or anything but i want a scholarship dammit!- they give me the work a week before its assigned so i can get ahead. Plus, i can already know the answers for Spike when he gets the homework and help him on it.

He closed the passenger seat door, waking me out of my daze and i held his hand like i do everytime we drive together. Like i said he needs attention and love because of his fucking brother and i honestly don't mind giving it to him. I already love him so why not show it.

"i'm sorry Zero," Spike began. Oh i fucking hope he tells me now... or when we get home whichever is fine i just want to know! "I know i've been very distant lately and all and for that i apologize. I know i barely talk to you much... and i apologize. My mind has just been swirling with thoughts of how i feel and... mostly who i feel for.. and i-it just s-scares me a bit. I realize by not telling you i don't get the one thing that i actually need. You. When i distance myself from you... so do you... mostly because you're just thinking about whats wrong with me and worrying about me."

"Pretty much. You know, you should be a psychiatrist. Your good at telling things about people." I smiled at him, giving his hand a small squeeze.

I sighed following him up to my room and threw my black messenger bag in the closet like i always did. I took of my shoes, shirt, and pants while spike did the same. Since my bathroom has a shower and a tub, we can use it at the same time. He takes the tub -always, and hes so cute when he plays with the water- and i take the shower. He thinks i cant hear him humming when i wash my hair but its very essay too.