Crazy In Love (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 5

~Zero's P.O.V~.

I smiled at Spike as he pulled up his underwear with struggle because his skin was still wet. He always starts cursing and swearing to the heavens when that happens because they leave red marks all over his ass and waist. Meanwhile i wear comfortable boxers, one; so that doesn't happen, and two; just in case i wake up with a bad case of 'morning wood.' Now that thought made me laugh out loud while.. well.. Spike had a heart-attack.

"Fuck... these... Stupid... fucking... shitty... ass... underwear!" He yelled yanking them up. Once they finally were on his stubborn ass, literally, he shook around in them trying to get comfortable, and i just sighed, and shook my head. It was funny but that happens almost once every week. I'm practically used to it.

I grabbed him from around his waist and plopped on my bed with him. We laughed together as usual as the bed jumped and flailed from under us. He giggled as his face was directly hidden in my stomach, and almost my belly button as i pulled his silly form up and between my legs. Of all the times that i've slept this way with Spike; Him lying on my chest, and waist down between my legs as his breathing fanned over one of my breasts while we slept, i felt a sense of new found warmth wash over me. As if what he had just admitted was all that i needed. I can't honestly explain the feeling, but it was new. And unless were talking about a new update in Minecraft... then i hate new...

New always scares me. New people scare me, new schools scare me; change scares me. That's exactly what i was afraid of with me and Spike. I loved the relationship as brothers that we had already. I loved how we told each-other everything and how he was so comfortable around me; how we were so comfortable around each-other. I didn't want that to change, because i didn't know if it would be for the worse... or better.

Yes i love him. With all my heart and every fiber in my being... i love him. I just... don't want something to happen that will force us apart or will burn our relationship to the ground as if it was never there, only leaving a- a wave of black smoke that would be the ending of my soul. Yes oh my gosh Zero is deep. Ahh... ahhh... call 911... but seriously... i want him to stay with me forever... i want him to be exactly how he is with me now... exactly how we are together now; close and inseparable... but sometimes...

Change is inevitable. I guess it's up to us whether or not we want the path to be good or bad.

"Zero honestly i can't even hear you breathing you're so quiet," Spike giggled. I loved his flipping giggle. It was so adorable, and even though i'm a bear - more masculine gay guy (Twink being the more feminine one)- i still find everything he does adorable. His walk, the way he talks, his music choice, everything. He's adorable... he's perfect.

"Sorry hun, spacing out and just thinking," i whispered as i stroked my hands through his hair softly. His deep.. deep Caribbean light blue eyes looked up at me and he smiled as a cute bright pink blush, crept upon his face.

"What cha' thinking about," he asked hiding a giggle. I wanted to say 'you' but i was afraid he'd freeze up and blush then it'd be awkward silence. I liked talking to him so i didn't want complete silence.

He traced small, slow circles around my nipples and i started to giggle. He knows that mah nips are like... my central tickle spot but only if you touch them directly. This why i would never let anyone poke, or suck, or sexually assault mah nipples! But, Spike was my exception... to everything unfortunately because that involved ALL of my weaknesses.

I giggled "Spike i'm sleepy stop" i tried to say as he poked the shit out of them. I grabbed his hand and moved it to his side gently, then pulled him up and closer to me. "Sleeeeeeep," i drawled out as he kissed my cheek and giggled more.

"Okay, okay," he smiled.

A few minutes later, all you could here was his snoring. I wouldn't call it cute because, lets admit it, even if Chaning Tatum started snoring it wouldn't be cute. It's just not cute at all, and still, when Spike did it, i smiled. Something about him seemed extremely different. Was it because he finally told me how he felt, or because i finally got his brother out of the fucking house? I don't know but i obviously care. I could always ask him tomorrow, right? 

I'm just happy that tomorrow is Saturday. Extremely happy at that. A whole entire day, just me, and Spike to do whatever the fuck we wanna do together. Maybe a movie? Or... go to the park? I don't know maybe we'll just obsess over our OTP's. I know what i have to do first though. Check to see if i was granted any scholarships i signed up for. I'm honestly not a collage person, but i do want a scholarship so i can become a lawyer like my mom and dad. Honestly, i've always been interested in it and i hope to on day run my parents business as they are now. Maybe to be as good as them too. Who knows.

Spike, on the other hand, does not want that at all. He wants to be a writer. His fanfic's are amazing and at the top pages of about three websites. He only actually has one book that is in the making but isn't even up on a website yet. He is such a freak when it comes to perfection in writing. He gets my admiration that's for sure.

Spikes head was hidden into my neck as he slept peacefully with our legs tangled together. Another smile crept upon my lips as he nuzzled his face further in his sleep. I just felt so content with him here sleeping beside me. It kind of, already felt like we were together, just, not aware of it. Like i've said, we've always been close, but maybe now i'm just understanding how close we've really been. Not just as brothers. Not just as friends. But more than that. Guess we'll just have to determine what "more" meant... together.

I woke up feeling a heavy weight on my stomach and hips. Also a pulsing little stick in my pants, and i groaned. Really? Morning wood on a Saturday! And cue the slow clapping for mother nature that stupid little bitch. Now what the fuck is on top of m-

"Morning Z-Z," Spike chirped happy as usual. So cute. I was going to open my eyes but the glare from the window just made me shut them tighter. Then Spike did the most stupidest thing he could've done that morning... he started jumping... on top of me... 

My eyes shot open and i grabbed his hips and held him down at my waist. My vision took a while to adjust, and when it did, he looked confused. I bit my lip and sighed plopping my head back down on my pillow. Should i really tell him?... Eh, i'm to groggy to give a single fuck.

"Spike, the mini me in my pants is a little to hyper today, so if you jump again, oh my lord, you better run," i smirked at the end, as my words came out in complete monotone. 

After that he was completely still and i giggled. Yea, hes totally scared right-

"HOLY FUCK SPIKE WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" I yelped in the most girly voice i could possibly fucking have at seven in the morning. He was just there, staring at the front of my boxers as if it was made of fucking gold or something, and poking the life out of my dick! He giggled when i yelled and just kept poking it and i slammed my pillow over my head to hide my blush. Now its twitching... ugh!

"Spiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike! Stoooooooooooooop!" i whined like a five year old. When he finally stopped, he ran to the bathroom and locked the door, laughing like a phyco. But... i have too pee... ugh.

"Dad! I'm using your bathroom," i said, running out of the room and down that hall to my dads room. Now how the fuck am i gonna pee with a hard on?

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I HAD to add that last part lolz. I don't know it just felt funny to me xD

XOXOXOXOXO Aly~