Crazy In Love (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 7

~Zero's P.O.V~

"Did you actualy try and jump on stage, just so you could publicly rape this... Kellin Quinn guy," My dad asked, sliding me a coke from the kitchen. I chuckled and siped it, contorting my face at the wired acidic taste. He handed me a hotdog in a bun, and some plain sunchips. My dad knows me so well. I sat at the kitchen island counter and rested my head in the palm of my hand.

"Key word there is 'try,' dad. Oh and that i did. But noooo Spike just had to grab me before i had the chance to do it."

"Yes, yes i did," He laughed hapily, walking into the kitchen and jumping onto my lap. I brushed a strand of his hair behind his ear, and held him in my lap by his waist. He was wet and still shirtless from the beach, and i don't understand why we hadn't taken a bath yet. We were still in our swimming trunks, just bearfoot. We werent that dry, but almost.

"Alright," i stated as we finished the food dad made for us. I took the foam plates and threw them in the trash bin. "Let's go take a shower before we get sick."

"Awe but i no wanna," Spike whined pourpously, acting all cute. I wraped my arms around his waist from behind as he sat in the stool, to the counter. I lowerd my lips to his ear and giggled softly.

"Why not," i whispered. "I'll be there with you the whole time," i smiled. I could almost hear his heartrate pick up it's pace, and i peaked around to see he was blushing but trying to hide it.

"F-fine," he studered hoping out of the stool, heading twards the bathroom. Oh this kid is gonna give me one hell of a heartatach with his cuteness..

~Spike's P.O.V~

Why does Zero keep teasing me? He knows i like him... maybe even more than that but i just don't get why he has to use that against me. I know he's just joking around, and i don't mind it either way. And technically, i like it. It felt good to have him whisper things in my ear. It felt amazing to wake up to him every morning too. Don't get me wrong i love living with him and feeling safe, but what about mom?

She's all alone next door, while i'm living with Zero. Sure she has Mack, but at the moment he's grounded and hates her for it. Of course seeing what he did to me and knowing what he's done to me, she's alittle scared, but i'm not. I know Mack wouldnt do anything to her. We already lost dad, and he wouldnt want to loose anymore. Dad, on the other hand is scared shitless of what Mack might do. But she's alright, just lonely. Before i come over after school i always see my mom first. Pluss she comes over all the time to talk to dad. Mack can't leave at all, but, no doubt he does. I am happy that theyre going out on a date tonight.

I striped of my cloths and hopped into the bathtub. I loved the tub but Zero prefered the shower. Something about him hating bathing in his own filth? I don't know i found it relaxing.

"Guess who i found sneaking out while our parents were going on a date? Mack," Zero chuckled debviously as he striped, making me blush, and hopped into the shower. I played with my rubber ducky, that made me smile all the time. My dad gave it to me when i was three. It had a small hole in its tail that i covered with ducktape, and the color that filled its eyes was almost faded. But i didnt care. It was special to me. It was all i had left of my dad.

"What did you say to him," i asked Zero acusingly. He scoffed faking that he was hurt by that accusation but told me anyways.

"I asked him what he thought he was doing, he threatened me with absolutely nothing and told me not to tell, so i made a deal with im. I told him i wouldn't tell, so long as he left your room at moms house alone. We all know he was bound to do something in there sooner or later. I also added alittle bit more. I said i'd cover for him if his mom asked about sneeking out as long as he never touched your stuff. I know he wouldove found his way around me saying not to touch your room. He'd basicaly think 'he said room, not stuff,' and fuck up your things. So, your room should stay in tact." He giggled.

I sighed at how thoughtfull and caring he was. Fuck, i really love him. A part of me just doesnt want to get close to him because it's technicaly incest, mom and dad would probably flip and i dont even want to get going on what mack wopuld do, plus ive never been with a guy. Ever. It's just alittle scarry for me..

"Thank you Z-Z, it really means alot," I smiled at him through the mirror. He blushed a bit, but i couldnt tell through the steam of the shower, and smirked.

"Anytime, kiddo."

We hopped out of the shower and bathtub, and did the routene of shaking out our wounderfull hair. I think i should have mines curly for a while. Would that look good? That would look terible.

Zero held my waist from behing, holding me close and firmly against his chest; our towels wraped around our waists. The small bit of water on his toned chest pressed against my dry back, making me shiver. His hands held onto my waist lovingly, as i slid my hands over his. He smiled at me, then looked away to burry his face into my neck. I tilted it to the right a bit, so he had better acess. His nose and soft full lips brushed against my skin, and i shivered as a blush appered on my cheeks. I closed my eyes, pressing my back against his chest, loving the feel of us together.

I was still scared of how i felt for him. I know he was too because there was always a twinge of confusion in his eyes before he teased me. I love him so much and i don't want to ruin what we have, but at some point, i'm going to have to ask myself if it's worth it. Is it worth it to potentialy sacrafice my relationship as a brother with Zero, to move further into our relationship and be a couple? What if i loose him on my adventure too see if i could love someone the way i loved Amy? Then again, what if it was all for the good, and i could have a wonderfull life with Zero.

But... Amy... a part of me will always and forever love her. She was my first love, and in many ways we helped eachother. She wasn't mad at me, she wasn't regretfull. She was understanding. And for that, i was greatfull.

My stomach ached with butterflies as Zero kissed up my shoulder and my neck. I opened my eyes and he stoped, to smirk at me.

Before i could think twice about my desision, i pined him against the bathroom sink, and held his face in my hands. He looked so fragil. He was blushing too.

I slid one hand slowly down his chest, feeling my blush deepen along with his.. His arms slid up my back slowly, as he stared into my eyes with hunger. I quickly leaned twards his ear, not changing my mind; not going back on my decision.

"Kiss me."